Life after love.

Part 17

(Our wedding day) part 2 of 2

Let's go back to the beginning, I woke up and my phone is ringing the caller I.D. said husband, it hit me that I'm really getting married again to James, I know I forgave him, but I'm scared. I got out of bed and went in my bathroom and showered, I thought about everything do I really want this, I love James, but what if he goes back to that life, it's not just me but the twins.

I got out of the shower and dried off and walked into my bedroom, mother is sitting on the bed, I covered up, mother said she changed my diapers at least once or twice it's not like she's never seen it before. I went back in the bathroom and put my robe on and went back in the room.

 Mommy asked me am I excited, I told her I am scared, she said it's not like this is new to me say my vows and move on with a wonderful man, and it's easier this time I have the twins, she did ask me why I have so many miss calls from James.

I told her I didn't feel like talking, mommy said okay what's going on she knows me, I got some sweatpants out of the drawer and a tee shirt and put them on, I forgot mommy is in the room, I put some shoes on and walked out of the room, mommy called me, but I kept going. She told me to stop, I did, she came downstairs, she said tell her what's wrong, I took her by the hand and walked outside, I told her am I doing the right thing, she said only I can answer that.

Baby tell me what's wrong, he said he doesn't know all he can tell me is that he's scared, I asked him of James, he can't live in the past, James is working on himself just like he is, and if he wants a perfect man, there is no perfect man, and he's not perfect either remember I'm his mother I know him.

 Pierre Ekim, look at me, do you love James, he said with everything in his heart, I told him than that should be the reason to marry James, he said but what about everything else, I told him either he's going to marry James or he's not it's up to him. If not, we'll have a hell of a party, but I hope he does, men like James don't come along very often, not many men would get help to be with the man he loves.

Mommy, James got help not only for me and the twins but for himself he's a good man, she said it sounds like I answered my question as to whether or not to marry James, I told her I want to be Pierre Ekim Lattimore again. I hugged mommy and said thanks, she said I made the decision to walk down that aisle and be happy. I told her I am happy, she said let's have breakfast, a car pulled up Dyland and EJ got out, I asked them how's James doing this morning, Dyland said he got some news, EJ said he wasn't supposed to say anything, Dyland said but he's alright James can't wait to be married to me again. They went into the house, mommy told me to call my man, she gave me my phone and she went into the house.

 I wonder what kind of news James got, I called him, he said it's about time I called him, he thought I might have gotten cold feet, I told him to be honest I kind of did, but mommy talked some sense into me. James said he wants me to be sure, I told him I'm surer than the first time we got married we are as one, bae said good and two little people want to talk to me.

 The twins got on the phone, I said hello my babies, Chandler said there not babies anymore, I told him they will always be my babies just like I'm grannies' baby, I told them I'll be so proud when they walk me down the aisle. I asked them are they excited for daddy James and I, they both said yes, I heard Liz calling them, I told them they better see what she wants put daddy back on the phone.

 Hey baby, I just want you to know, this time I won't let you or the boys down, the only promise I'll ever keep is to love and take care of you and the boys, Pie said that's all he wants from me, and that dick he's so horny. I told him just hold on until tonight, and he can get just what he wants from me.

James, Dyland said something about you getting some news, bae said he'll tell me about it later right now he wants to marry me, and don't worry it's nothing bad, he said he better get off the phone Liz is chasing the twins, I laughed and told him we're going to be happy, he said of course we are, and I hung up.