Battle For Love

Battle For Love / Chapter 7

Jovs utter a very special last word.She don't like it but she needs to. 'Take care I Love You so much' her voice crack and a liquid fall down to her face.Jovs heart is totaly broken she felt like someone smash it on a burning rock and seems like she was near to death. 'Good bye' she continued. Chel can't say any word her heart is into pieces now because of the very beautiful women in front of her who is she thought was cheating her for god knows when it started. Jovs get more closer to chel who is just looking at her. She lean a soft and full of love kiss to chel and say a word with out pulling into the kiss. 'I Love You,I will always Love You' those words is straight from her heart and she really mean it. Tears run down on rachels face. Jovs move a little bit not to cut the kiss but to deepend the kiss ones more. After the kiss jovs grab her bags that is on the floor and bid her 'Good bye' to chel. Finaly chel say a word 'No, bye... bye ' she say with out looking to jovs who is in front of her door way out side. 'No, chel Good bye and I Love You' she answer and her heart is running out of no blood she feel and open the door and shut to close. Chel run to her room to cry loud, she scream throw the pillow and everything that near her she will slam it to the wall.

Chel's POV
Nasa loob sya gusto ko syang pigilan gusto kong bawiin ang mga sinabi ko at makipag balikan sa kanya parang mamamatay na ata ako sa subrang sakit. Pag ka kita kong nag bukas ang pinto ng kwarto ko pinahid ko ang luha at nag pa pangap na hindi ako umiyak. At ito na nga naka titig sya sa akin subrang lungkot ng kanyang mukha gusto ko syang akapin at mag sorry pero ang pride ko ang na ngibabaw gusto ko syang mag explain at maging ok na kami pero di ako makapag salita. Di ko alam anong nangyayari sakin subrang sikip na ng dibdib ko parang ganito ata ang feeling kung barilin nakakamatay parang di na ako makahinga. Pagkalapit nya sakin subrang kaba ng dibdib ko di ko alam kong dahil sa kasiyahan dahil lumapit sya o sa sakit ng dulot ng kalungkotan. Gusto ko ng umiyak ng bigla nalang syang nag salita. 'Take care I Love You so much' Umiyak sya pero di ko man ma pahiran ang mga luha nya na mamanhid ata ang mga kamay ko. 'Good bye' Pagpa tuloy nya. di ko gusto ang sinabi nya gusto kong mag salita pero kahit anong pilit ko sa sarili ko ayaw talaga. Gusto ko nang ma iyak. She get more closer to me. Naka titig lang ako sa kanya. She lean a soft and full of love kiss and say a word with out pulling into our kiss. 'I Love You,I will always Love You' I know she really mean it and me too I Love you too more than anything in this world,oh my god lord help me I love her so much.I miss her already her kiss her face that I really want to hold but I cant and I don't know why.I want us to stay like this. Tears run down on my face. She move a little bit not to cut our kiss but to deepend the kiss ones more. After the kiss she grab her bags that is on the floor and bid 'Good bye' to me. Finaly I utter a word 'No, bye... bye' I say with out looking to her . 'No, chel Good bye and I Love You' My heart broke into pieces I feel my heart scream because of the pain it brought me. I feel shit. I cant take this anymore. I rather die than to lose her. No way. I'll fix this tommorow.

Jovs POV

Afer I close the door and ran to the nearest elevator luckily am alone, now I can cry for a litle while. The elevator's open and it's a sign that I should stop this crap. I look like shit. I manage to walk like nothing happen. I grab a taxi and don't know where to go. I disided to go to an hotel near at the airport to stay for days. I check in to the hotel that I found quite safe. Am on my way to the room when my phone suddenly rung. 'Hello?' I answer it with out looking who is calling. 'Yes, I am ready in fact am at the nearest hotel at the airport, I know yeah I am big girl now I will take care of everything you have, yeah you don't have to say thank you but fine you're welcome , ok bye' a smile on my face after the call ended.

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Maybe sign na ang break up namin ni chel na mag balik anyo na ako. I know it feel a little awkward but I know I can handle it because I've been there.

I'm ready to face problem which is not really mine. Actualy not ready I know I will get distracted. Damn shes not easy to forget but I realy need to. For the sake of this little shit. I don't like it honestly but I get a little worried of this people who is need my self as in me yeah my self. And this is also for my family.

Gusto kong ayosin namin ni chel ang kung anong meron kami na wala na ,na gusto ko na magkaroon pa kami.Pero parang mahihirapan sya sa mga gagawin ko na disisyon at alam ko di nya ito ma tangap. Subrang sakit isipin subrang sakit sa aking damdamin na unang malaking away namin pero di ko ito kayang ipag laban na kahit alam ko naman na kaya ko itong ayosin dahil wala naman talaga akong ginawang ka bulastogan na ika'ka sakit ng damdamin nya. Ang kiss na yun ay di ko talaga ginusto na mangyari. I know na matagal na may gusto sakin si Joana but hindi ko naman inaakala na gagawin nya yun. At lalong hindi ko inaasahan na sinundan pala ako ni chel. Bakit di ko sya na pansin na sinundan nya ako? Ganon na ba talaga ako ka bangag ng mga oras na iyon? Pero after all kasalanan ko talaga, alam ko na si Joana ang pinag awayan namin kai joana pa ako nag punta, pwedi naman sa bar o di kaya sa trabaho o di kaya sa bahay namin. Haiis.... tama na nga, nakaka baliw. At least wala na akong po'problemahin sa pag alis ko. Haiish, ang selfish ko naman pakingan, sarili ko lang iniisip ko samantalang alam ko na subra ko talagang nasaktan si chel.

But maybe this is good for us. You know we are both beautiful gods creature why not make some more? Chel is beautiful and I like to see in the near future a little chel and call her mommy. I in the other hand is damn hot beautiful too and honestly I can asure my self to have little girl beautiful as like me.

To be in australia is a little too hard for me. But I know, I'm smart enough to know it's just in a few. And I can catch them up, thier invironment the culture the language a little sure the food the time and the status.

But how to start? oh, yeah I know but I'm not that ready. Damn but I have to. Okie I know what to do.

A/N- Sorry sa mga maling salita jan! Wala na akong time para isa'isahin sa pag edit eh.
See you in next chapter :)

BTW- hulaan nyo kung ano ang magiging character ni divine sa buhay ng dalawa.

Ohh...gosh excited na ako lumabas ang character nya.