AKUTÄ ⋆ THE DARK EYES OF HELL

Chapter 7

Any member of Akuta had a certain fear of the boss, even if it was that here you should not have fears, it was their only fear. Her gaze was deep and cold, her lips were always straight and red. She was calm and in inappropriate situations. Her gait was smooth, and her presence was abrupt and dark. Anyone in her presence felt shy. Somehow, her words were sweet and charismatic.

Her dark blue hair was making her looking more angelic and like an Ice Queen. Even when she had blood on her cheeks was making her looking beautiful. Blood was part of her puzzle. And she was cunning, like a fox, she knew how to seduce a man, especially colonels.

She was like a devil and for sure She is a one.

But parts of her were broken, she barely knew what love or emotions meant. She was narcissistic, just wanted control and didn't care what other people were feeling, but she showed respect. She had dirty obsessions. She had some issues.

The eyes of the world judged her, believing that she was perfect in every way and that she had no problems, that even her soldiers thought so, but the only problems they knew was her psychologist.

He was a man. This mean that she can't focus, for someone who had daddy issues.

- And you say.. You still have some issues?

Her psychologist spoke calmly, looking at her careful and his hands playing with a pen, looking trough the papers,as his legs were crossed.

- Yeah, I mean... I still have these problems from childhood, I don't know what cause them, but they are strong and it depends on the moment.

- It depends? You mean, you had some issues, but about what? Some issues can be... Family issues, attachment issues, things like this.

He spoke deep, looking in her eyes. His back hair was resting on his eyes and cheeks, his dark eyes looking calm.

- I don't know exactly, but everytime when I was with... A man... My mind was blank and I was feeling... Vulnerable... I don't the reason.

- Well sure... It's because your father haven't payed attention to you and he was more... Not present in your life.

Danny looked at him, her eyes looking deep and her breathing being calm, but her heart beating fast. She puts her chin in her hands, looking down and sighs, her dark blue hair moving on her face.

- He was. Because he was always busy with business, he didn't pay attention to me and I barely saw him, he treated me with indifference and was harsh with me.

- That's why. And in what situations you felt vulnerable?

Danny thinks, looking at her hand and close her eyes, breathing slowly and sighs deep, her mouth opens and wants to say something, but feel ashamed.

- You don't need to say, don't worry.

He spoke calm, smiling a bit, Danny saw his smiles and her mind was black, but she shakes her head and spoke calm.

- I would like to say, but don't judge me. In school... In math classes I had a teacher, younger of sorts. He always paid attention to me and helped me more than my classmates,He would suddenly compliment me and always smile at me, even touched me or hugged me when we were alone.

- You want to say that he had a soft Spot for you and this creates your daddy issues?

- Yeah, I mean, he didn't done bad things or like you know... He was just different. And his words were...warm. Like my father never said things like he was saying.

Danny spoke, being a bit embrassed, looking away and sighs, as he was looking deep at her and writes some things in his papers.

- And you still have this and you try to fight this issues because it's make you feel weak?

- Yeah, even if I am a leader or this bullshit, I still have some issues. If you were in my skin, don't you feel it the same?

He listens, looking in her eyes and raising an eyebrow, putting his chin in his hand, breathing deep and sighs.

- Ms. Montgomery, I am not here to put myself in your skin but sure... I would feel the same as you do. Don't worry, things can be fixed in time. But you still need to be careful, After what happened in your childhood, it can't never be wiped like the dust on furniture.

He paused, looking at her calm and serious at the same time.

- And the fact I respect you it's because you still Show respect for your people there. You still have the guts to be perfect. Trust me, you are the best here and some day, you will achieve what you want.

He spoke calm, smiling and stands slightly, looking at his watch and sighs, walking and stops, putting a hand on her shoulder.

- Ms. Del Montgomery, it's not my duty to say this, but you are free to talk with me even in my free time, you need someone.

With all the part said, Danny breathing slowly, her heart beating fast and looking blank, smiling a bit and nods, then looked at him slightly, her pupils dilating slightly.

- Yes, thanks Löwen.