Behind the screen / H.HJ Centric

getting better?

NOT PROOF READ 

The day has passed and Hyunjin hasn't said one word . All he did was starring into the blank space as if he wasn't alive anymore . 

The members were worried but decided to not overwhelm him and leave him alone , expect for Inyeop - He stayed beside Hyunjin the whole time because what the members did right now , people did to Inyeop too . 

Leaving him alone thinking it will be the best but it was the worst for him . He wanted someone to lean against even tho he wouldn't talk to that person , the presence was everything he needed. 

Inyeop wanted Hyunjin to get better as fast as possible , he would even treasure the boy if needed. 

He realised that he had fallen deep .. a bit too deep . He would take every problem from Hyunjin , he would die for him . 

Hyunjin did not cry , no , he only starred . He was too overwhelmed to cry . So many things running in his mind that it even got foggy . 

The other still had his arms wrapped around him , protecting him from the cruel world . Hyunjin leaned against his chest and felt the blanket above them getting heavier . The younger wanted everything to end , to finally feel something again . 

Inyeop slowly ran his fingers thru the blonde long strains , letting Hyunjins body relax at the touch . 

Everything will be okay , everything will be okay , everything will be okay , everything will be okay , everything ... will .. be okay...

Hyunjin closed his eyes and gulped , the same things repeating in his mind over and over again . Maybe if he tricks himself into being happy , he will get better . 

Just as he was about to open his eyes again , a piercing pain shot thru his lower abdomen . He shuts them close , hissing and burying his face more into his boyfriends chest . 

It's the same pain he had been dealing with the past days . 

"Are you okay baby ? does something hurt?" Inyeop asked , slowly removing his arm from the others lower body . 

Hyunjin gulped , nodding and as he wanted to say something , It felt like his stomach flipped . He gagged , the nauseous feeling rushing thru his blood . 

Inyeop was quick to react , grabbing the bin beside the bed and holding it in front of hyunjin that threw up in it the second he got it. 

He pushed his hair out of his face, holding it up for the younger one . 

After a few minutes , Hyunjin calmed down and laid down again - sweat pearls rolling down his forehead and hands shaky . 

Inyeop bit his lip , thinking about what to do next - as the thought finally lit up in his mind , he slowly picked something out of his back pocket - a snickers bar . 

Even if he knows that Hyunjin will refuse to eat it , at least he tries and does not give up right away. 

"Hey , ji , can you do something for me really quick ? after that I will let you sleep." Hyunjin opened his eyes , starring into those of the person in front of him . He nodded , sitting up halfway and biting his already chopped lip . 

"Can you eat this ? You dont need to eat all of it , just a bit so that the pain goes away." He brushed the blonde strain behind Hyunjins ear that went red. 

The smaller one gulped . If he eats ... the pain will go away? He could at least eat 1/4 of it and throw it up later ... 

He nodded , holding out his hand and locking at the small chocolate piece . He locked one last time into the eyes of his beloved before nearing it to his mouth .