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☁️🎀🌷🦋🌷🎀☁️
- 𝕋ℍ𝕀ℝ𝕋𝔼𝔼ℕ -
𝕒 𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕥𝕝𝕖 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕓𝕝𝕖𝕞
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• wooyoung •
i was embarrassed. humiliated to say the least by how slutty i acted towards san last night. everything i should've felt last night while saying those sinful phrases and doing those sinful motions i felt now, afterwards- just like i thought. and to make matters worse i had started slipping in front of him. i never slip, not without my best friends by my side, and even then, rarely. and i especially don't slip in front of people like san.
i'm too busy to slip, and even if i want to i find it extremely hard to and instead focus my energy on joongie, who slips extremely easily. not that i mind taking care of him, it actually helps relieve all the stress that not being able to slip causes me. not only is it hard for me to fully slip, its something i don't like about myself, something i'm embarrassed of, hence the reason it only happens around the people i truly am comfortable with- them only being three people. though i only feel this way towards myself, not any other littles, and obviously not towards joongie.
other than the few times with my friends it never happens, i never let it.
yet it did.
and it was completely demeaning, even if it lasted only for a couple minutes. and not only did i start slipping into little space, i also slipped into sub space.
though i don't really mind slipping into sub space- it felt amazing. i haven't fallen into sub space in a very long time, no ones been able to make me feel that good since the first time i was fucked with a vibrator on high. and that was the only time it happened. but it basically happened last night, and it did happen this morning. yet he still treated me kindly, he calmed me down and didn't act like a dick about the whole thing. he made sure i was okay, unlike that fucking bastard who just made fun of me for crying and left me alone to lay crying, confused, and dazed for hours. san actually helped me through it, didn't make fun of how easily i fell into it, and didn't take advantage of my state.
it was sweet, i'll give him that.
and the breakfast was really yummy too.
i walked quickly towards the café hongjoong told me to meet him at, ignoring the fading pain in my hips and everything near them. he called saying that he slipped in public and needs my help, well- at least that's what he tried to tell me before he got distracted by a children's show that started playing on the tv in the café.
