SILENT CRY

Chapter 1

"Baby.. please don't leave me, baby please come back!"

I was about to reach my husband when I woke up with tears flowing on my eyes and sweat on my forehead, my heart is racing. I've been dreaming of that since that incident happened.

My husband died and it's been months now but it feels like yesterday, i am on my 7th month of pregnancy i get up on my bed and get ready for my check up.

I was mentally depress but My dad didn't even pay a visit to me, the last time i saw him is on my husband funeral, his new family is more important than me i guess, my mother left us when i was only 4 years old and she choose her boyfriend over than us, i was really sad and mad at the same time, i was blaming my dad for not loving her so i thought they divorce because they don't love each other anymore. But i just can't ignore my father, I'll do everything i work hard enough to get my father attention but, it was not enough.

I started to question myself, was my effort not enough? Did he not love me? I was extremely smart, i rank top at my school.

I love sports i was pretty good at taekwondo, that's why i choose military. I doupt my father would care if i'm alive or not, i had no friends nor sibling to worry about me, it's just my husband but he is no longer here anymore too.

I was really depressed and can accept the fact that my husband died, but i decided to live, not for me but for our soon to be child I will rise my child with so much love and care, i will give her the love that i didn't receive when i was a child. I was thankful for you my angel for coming into my life. I will give you everything you wants.

you are my savior my little angel. I Kai don't worry even if you are no longer with us you will always in our heart at babaunin ko ang mga alaala at pagmamahalan nating dalawa hanggang dulo. Bubuhayin at mamahalin ko ng buong buo ang anak natin at gagawin at itutuloy namin ang mga planong pinlano natin noon.

Thank you for giving me an angel, i can't imagine my life if she is not here with me. Whatever where you are right now, i hope you are watching us until our child grow older. Until then, let's find each other again in this world or in another universe, and continue our love.

Let the heaven cross our path again my love.

I was on my way to the hospital, When i saw the red light.

i started to drive my car but...

BOOM!!!

The next thing i know ah tumilapon ang sinasakyan ko. I barely open my eyes and look at my surroundings, i tried to move my body but i can't, and i can't even feel my body. It's no good i'm getting dizzy.

Right!! My baby!

Tinignan ko ang tiyan ko na nagbabakasakali na ayos lang ito, i tried to not lost my consciousness nanlaki ang mata ko ng makita kong may sirang salamin na galing sa sasakyan Ang nakatusok sa tiyan ko.

Oh my god!! My baby no!! Please not my baby please!! I can't lose here too!! I still have a few months left to give birth!!

NO!!!

"S-someone... Please..s-save..us..save m-my ..child.." pilit man ay pinilit kung humingi ng saklolo, kasabay ng panlalabo ng paningin ko ay isang pigura ng tao Ang na aaninag kung nakatayo sa gilid ng sasakyan ko.

I tried to move my hands but i can't move it.. until i heard the sounds of an ambulance.

"Fuck!!!" He said and left until i no longer see his shadow. That's the last thing i know before darkness eat me.

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When i open my eyes i see a pure white silling. Where am i? Am i still alive? I tried to move my body but i can't even lift my arm.