SILENT CRY

Chapter 3

Para akong bingi na walang marinig kundi Ang walang humpay na pag tibok nang puso ko at mga luhang Hindi matapos tapos.

Earlier, I was just so eager to see him, but now..I Don't know what to feel anymore, it's like his a different person to my husband but with the same face.

How did it endid up like this?

Tulala lang Ako nakatingin sa kanya, and processing everything what I just see.

"K-kai"

na nginginig Ang bibig ko habang binibigkas Ang pangalan nya but he's just looking at me as if he doesn't know me.

"M-my father is...hurry..c-call a doctor" pinilit Kong alisin Ang mga nigatibong pumapasok sa isip ko.

No Hindi Ang asawa ko Ang pumatay sa Kay daddy, no Hindi nya magagawa Yun.

"Your father eyes will never open again"

I froze.

"I killed him"

H-how can he say that as if the life of my father is nothing to him, as if he doesn't care if I saw it.

No that's not true, I refuse to believe that, Hindi mo Yun magagawa Hindi ka ganto.

But IT feels like ibang Kai Ang kaharap ko.

"W-what are you saying?"

"Y-you would never do something like that" pinilit Kong kapain Ang pag asang sasabihin nyang Hindi sya Ang gumawa nito but.. Wala manlang akong makitang pag sisisi sa kanyang mga mata.

"Aya"

he called me with so much pain on his eyes, what's this? Biglaang nagbago Ang expression nang Mukha nya.

"Hindi mo alam Kong paano Ako nabubuhay Mula noon hanggang ngayun.."

A-anong ibig nyang sabihin?

"W-what do you mean?"

"My father and your father ay matalik na magkaibigan so why? A-also you're my husband, w-we love each other for 10 Years... WE LOVE EACH OTHER FOR 10 YEAR SO WHY?!!! So w-why?.." parang piniga Ang puso ko nang tawanan lang nya Ang sinabi ko.

How could he?

"WE LOVE EACH OTHER?! TEN YEARS?!!"

Was I wrong? Am I the only one who's in love?

Napa tulala nalang Ako sa kanya.

"That's right, minahal kita.. kahit na Anong sabihin nang iba tongkol sa ating dalawa Ay minahal parin kita, I FUCKING LOVE you too aya!, but not anymore"

umiling iling sya at Saka hinilot Ang sintudo.

"But I got it all wrong Aya, nagka Mali Ako.. My father, do you remember him? Do you remember my brother? Naalala mo din ba Ang Kuya ko HUH?!!"

Napa igtad Ako sa pag sigaw nya sa akin, he never did this to me before.

But Tito Kris and Kuya Jayson? What about them?

"Ever since my father was young everyone without a doubt was hoping that my father would inherited the position to be the president he works hard for the company, he manage everything!! BUT!!.. later then my grandfather the late president instead he choose not my father to be the president but your father.. and nobody understand why, normally and anak Ang mag mamana nang companya but why? Bakit Ang mahina, Hindi anak at Hindi nag hirap Ang napili? But you know? ALAM MO BA?!! ngumiti lang at Hindi nag tanim nang Galit SI daddy! At sinabing napaka laki daw nang companya para sa kanya at Hindi nya kakayanin Ang responsiblidad kaya mas mabuti nalang daw na sa ama mo pinasa, at mas gugustohin nalang daw nyang suportahan at lihim na sumoporta para ma protectahan Ang papa mo Mula sa mga taong ayaw sa kanya at gustong pumatay sa kanya para makuha Ang position."