𝑲𝒂𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒔𝒉: 𝒎𝒚 𝒅𝒆𝒆𝒑 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒓𝒆

𝟑𝟖.

Warning - Mild Adult Language. 

                                                               KASHISH

"It's me who saved you" I was on cloud nine, sixteen or hundred. I don't know. Today I met the man I always wanted to meet. My heart flutters. Destiny.

And today it makes sense.
Our marriage makes sense.
Ranvijay makes sense.

I was dancing in my mind. I've never felt so happy like in this moment before. He told me everything about that day and I almost felt the sensation of that day when he was on me, protecting me from the world.

We are standing on the balcony, looking at the sky. The moon looked pretty today—not more than man standing beside me. It was little bit cold outside. I got flinched as something warm and spicy enveloped me.

"You scared me, Ran" he chuckled, resting his chin over my shoulder. "It's cold," he said, wrapping me like quilt and I curled my hands on handrails of the balcony. "I thought I amused you, Jaan" I giggled. I looked at stars. I felt overwhelmed today, thank you deva for giving me man who always loved me.

I know he always had soft corner for me in his heart. I thought he is rude, earlier btw but he cares for me even though I irritate him thousands of times. I thought he wouldn't love me. He married me so that he could take care of me but he proved me wrong.

He has something for me more than care. LOVE. His eyes and his actions were screaming that night when he kissed me in the shower. I'd used Viraj to make Ranvijay jealous at Valentine's Party. When Ranvijay confessed his love for that bitch, I'd been so consumed with jealousy that I went for it.

I pushed him towards me out of the blue. Why? I questioned my soul. I can kiss him but can't accept it. Why did I kiss him because I'd been jealous? No. Something else is crawling on me. Untold feelings!

Do I like him or have crush on him or do I really fall for Ranvijay? A little No and a big YES. I fall for you, Ran. I want you more than anything else. Lifeline!

"I answered your biggest question, at least say something" He can see my red cheeks. "Tell me, Kashish. I wanted to know" he tightened his grip and a whimper escaped my mouth. I spun towards him, still in his grip. Our eyes met.

I want to express my happiness but I don't know how. Should I hug him? Maybe. Should I kiss him? Inappropriate. Or maybe both? Definitely Insane

Then, what would I do? I am going crazy with my inner feelings.

I've never confessed this in front of anyone but Ranvijay had been on my mind since the day I met him even though I hadn't seen his face that day. I saw intensity in those yellow eyes like he wanted to burn anyone who hurt me.

"Are you after me from day one?" I said, getting him a low chuckle. He yanked me towards him causing me to stumble into his chest. My heart pump faster.

"Yes, I've been after you since the day I met you. Don't you wanna know why?" My pulse doubled.

He grasped my chin, forcing me to look into his eyes. "Because this was what I signed up for. To see you every day and be able to touch you. Kiss you. Claim you." His breath was hot against my soft skin as he let go of his one hand from my waist and stroked my hair almost fisted them.

"I want to cut off every fucker head and serve it to hounds for daring to touch you," his gunmetal eyes screaming. I've never seen this intensity and madness for me in any other guy. I almost wished for him to kiss me. I needed one.