𝑲𝒂𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒔𝒉: 𝒎𝒚 𝒅𝒆𝒆𝒑 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒓𝒆 | 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐝 | 𝟏𝟖+

𝟒𝟔.

The chapter has adult language and high adult/Sexual content. that is not suitable for certain age group. if you are not comfortable, feel free to skip it. Recommended for 18+. Read on your risk.

RANVIJAY

Make me part of your life, Ran

Will you leave me after the end of our contract marriage?

I don't want to leave you Ranvijay

You're only one Ran

Every promise, every kiss, every touch, and every second that I had spent with her...ruined.

My world shattered all at once.. I wasn't able to think straight for the past hour. Everything hurt. Kashish...Kashish confessed that she'd never loved me. Kashish lied to me all the time. Something inside me broke. My heart.

Every word that had left her mouth was still piercing every corner of my heart. I think I've been mistaken. She couldn't break my heart. She loves me. She does. Stop living in delusion.

Why am I so unfortunate in love? Why does everyone leave me? First mom, then dad and now Kashish. Why doesn't anyone love me? Why?

I inhaled a painful breath, trying to absorb the pain ripping at my insides. The nightclub EDM was pain in my ears, and the noise nearly burst my eardrums. Italian Pop.

Tramonto Club, a stylish neon texture, illumined the club's name. The most expensive and exclusive private club in Pune. Only for business class. Not everyone was eligible for this club. Siddhartha had yearly membership because of his VIP's connections, and he'd landed me entry pass.

I ran my knuckles over kashish picture, feeling her skin beneath my touch. Why did you do this to me, Kashish? Don't you know I love you so much? Tears clung to my eyes. The moments we had spent together flashed in front of my eyes.

I'd been drinking for the past hour, trying hard to forget her bitter words. Why did my seniors never train me how to deal with heartbreak? It's fucking painful.

"Ranvijay" I spun my face at voice. This is a hallucination. Kashish can't be here.

I squeezed my eyes shut for a few seconds and opened them again. She was still there. Right in front of me. 

"You missed me, don't you?" she approached me and stood in between my parted legs. She grabbed my hands and planted them around her waist while her own hands looped around my neck. My breaths fought to come out.

I leaned my face against her hand when she cupped my face with her hand. "Would you hate me now, Ran?" she asked, holding tears in her big blue eyes. Don't cry

"I don't hate you. I never hated you. I would never hate you" It was beyond my powers. "I love you, Kashish. I really do. Come to me. I can't live without you" I wrapped my arms around her tightly, looping my face between her neck and shoulder. I felt alive in her scent.

Our souls created a spell. She clung to me in return, rubbing her hands around my neck and shoulders while my hands mapped every part of her back. If this was a dream, please do not wake me up, as I wanted to be here.

"I love you too, Ran" our breaths tangled. I grabbed her nape, pulling her lips closer to mine, caring less about thousands of eyes. Her rose scents crawled to my lungs, and before her lips crashed down with mine, a loud voice shattered the moment.

I opened my eyes. My arms were empty, like my world. Kashish wasn't around. She was fooling me with her delusion, like she did throughout the marriage. No, I was high too.