𝑲𝒂𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒔𝒉: 𝒎𝒚 𝒅𝒆𝒆𝒑 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒓𝒆

𝟏𝟖.

KASHISH

The moment when I saw Ranvijay, and I thought my misery would finally come to an end, but I was so wrong. He caged me again. I think I'm unlucky. The feeling running through my body was familiar, like a dark childhood memory. Goosebumps popped up all over my body while I was thinking about it.

I was seven years old when they abducted me, and still, I fucking don't know why they did that. They- yes they are a few boys around 15-16 years old. I was at function that time, if I could have clearly remembered, but someone saved me. A guy who has knife-starching scars on his wrist. His voice had dominance, anger, and a roar; his age , I don't know. But he looked like almost those boys age.

Edit- knife scratching
my faded memory has dimple on his right cheek.

I was sitting while tugging my back against the wall. All I could see around me was darkness that has now started eating me with its allure.

I was so lost after that man said to me that Ranvijay was no more. I was shocked by the news. My face has dried tears on my cheeks. My eyes were swollen as I cried a lot when I got the news about Ranvijay's death.

The person who can get me out of here is no longer beside me.

My eyes fell on the rat that was biting my wounded toe, but the pain wasn't bothering me. I felt like a lunatic. I shifted my eyes to the black wrist band holding my fist. I was staring at it without blinking my eyes.

This is Ranvijay's property. When the terrorist separated me from him after bomb blast, I snatched it from his hand. I can feel him. His softness, careness was flashed in front of my eyes. He never showed me soft eyes, but that night, he drowned me in his softness.

I can't believe that he can leave me alone here. Ranvijay is not an easy guy, who gets killed by some fuckers. I know my beast very well. He is more ruthless than anyone. His engagement incident was flashed in front of my eyes.

I put a wrist band on my right hand.

"Aapne kaha tha Ranvijay, aap mujhe kabhi chod kar nahi jayenge" tears were rolling down my cheeks.

(You assured me, Ranvijay, you would never leave me)

"Come back to me; please come back to me I need you", I kissed his wristband. The senseless move! As my senses kicked back in, I felt pain shooting up and down my body. Deep footsteps echoed in my ears. He must be the monster.

I hide my wrist band to protect Ranvijay. I was so dunce or I was so protective for him-I don't know. "He can't be back, sweetheart. How many times do I need to tell you? Forget about him-" he stepped inside the room, holding a gun.

Did he finally decide to kill me? Please do that, I will gladly embrace death.

"Com'on, we need to go", He extended his hand towards me, but I crossed my hands. I don't want to go with him anywhere. Where does he want to take me? Ranvijay, please come back. I know that my denial will fuel his anger, but I still denied it.

He grabbed my hand tightly in his fist and pulled me up. "I know you are waiting for him, but people won't come back from death", he said while I flickered my eyes.

I wasn't expecting any jinni or miracles to happen right now. All I want is one man. My Ranvijay! I was praying for a miracle, and in just seconds, firing sounds echoed into my ears. His laugh turned into soreness. I could sense fear on his face. "Are you scared of him?" I asked.

I pulled a dangerous stunt. I don't know about him, but I'm assured that he is back, as I could smell his dominance and aggression in the air. His face reflected fear. Sweat started dripping from his head. Suddenly, my mind filled with Major Arjun's words.