Words I Never Got To Say

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I know it's getting bad again when I'm forcing myself to eat even when I don't feel like eating.
I know it's getting bad again when lifting a finger is already too much for me.
I know it's getting bad again when I am canceling all my plans because I don't have the energy to even get up from my bed.
I know it's getting bad when I see myself unconsciously staring at my ceiling for hours.
I know it's getting bad again when my eyes are welling up at the dining table and I am trying so hard to stop them from falling.
I know it's getting bad again when I am surrounded with people yet I still feel so lonely.
I know it's getting bad again when I want to badly disappear without a trace.

- Bleed.On.Paper

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