I would've loved her

EPILOGUE

15 years later

I was in Boston right now. Trying to spend time out of the spotlight and with this new neighbour friend I found.

She is an international student studying at Harvard. So I was here at this cultural fest thing watching here performance. An open ground and a huge stage, she looked genuinely beautiful there. When it got over, I decided to buy something for her to have. I was out of the ground when I thought I saw someone familiar walking towards the parking lot.

Unconsciously I walked towards it, but nobody was there. I looked around confused when I felt a tap on my shoulder.

"Looking for me? Jungkook?" And I turned around to hear the voice I hadn't for the last 15 years.

"Ju won"

She smiled.

"This Janice White" She said with a smile. I shook my head. "Oh I'm sorry, I thought I knew you" I said and was about to leave when she spoke.

"You are not wrong, you know me. I once used to be Ju won" She said and my body froze. Only thing I could do was Smile.

"What are you doing here though?" She asks. "At Harvard?" She asks.

I was so flustered I immediately responded "it's just a friend of mine is performing, I was here for her"

"Friend? I heard no rumours about The Jeon Jungkook in Boston but I loved this suprise" she said and I nodded.

"It's a secret" I said and she smiled.

"Glad to know I know a secret of your's since a know big one of mine" she said and I smiled.

"So Umm this friend of yours, Is she umm a girlfriend?" She asks and I was caught off guard. But it didn't feel weird.

How do you tell about your potential but not possible but you hope it's possible girl to your first love?

"I'm kidding, calm down. So can I get the Jeon jungkook's number?" She asked and extended her arm towards me with her phone open.

I often said I would've loved her but I don't.

It's been 15 years. I have moved on. "Janice!" I heard a male voice and a handsome blonde man came closer, I immediately put on my hood.

"Hey Gray, your bag is in my car. Here take it" she said and gave him her keys.

He nodded, gave me a slight look and went his way.

She looked at me.

"That's Grayson, my step brother. The people who offered me the deal, legally adopted me." She said and I smiled.

"I'm glad you are happy" I said and she nodded.

"Yeah"

"Did you have a full bowl of ramen on your own without guilt?" I asked and she shook her head.

"Not yet" I smiled and typed my number on the phone she was holding.

"Let's have a bowl full of ramen with cheese and chicken" I said and she smiled.

"Yes"

I turned around to leave when I paused and looked at her. "You know the friend here? She is not my girlfriend but I'm hoping she would be" when I said the smile on her face lowered but she smiled again and nodded.

"Ah competition" she jokes and I turned around back to the event. I saw my friend walking out of the building in the beautiful dress she was wearing.

"Looking for me?" I asked her and she got suprised.

"You showed up" she said and both of us smiled.

"you invited"

"And I wasn't looking for you, I was happy at the crowd turn out" she said acting tough.

"Oh really?" I asked and she nodded looking away.

"Here" I gave her the snacks I brought for her and she smiled. "Thank you" she said and looked away again.

Her black long hair, the dress she was wearing, her earrings, her beautiful tanned skin and her features. I was so sure, I wasn't in love with my first love anymore.

"Keep looking at me like a creep, I'll do so later to you too" she said and I chuckled.

"Ishqa!" Someone called her and I saw the same blonde gray guy coming towards her.

"Grayson?" Oh so his full name is Grayson.

I felt her sigh.

He looked at me and then back at her. "Here a bouquet for you" he said and gave her a bouquet full of red roses.

I rolled my eyes and turned around to get out of the scene.

"Thank you Grayson but I can't accept these. I hope you have a great evening" she said and turned around following me. In seconds she was next to me.

"Can you walk slower. I am shorter than you" she complained as we left the premises, while getting inside my car. I saw Ju won, now Janice looking at me, she smiled and got back in the car.

I hope happiness for her and that happiness isn't me. I have my own.

When she gave up her identity she gave up everything. 15 years and the only time we could meet was when I took a break and came to Boston.

We were too young. Maybe it was pity, maybe it was guilt or may be it was really love.

Right now it's nothing.

We weren't meant to be except each other's first love.

The End
(not for real)