I would've loved her

In another universe

(The last three chapters don't exist here)

I dried my hair with the towel and walked inside my room. On my table was the bag with letters, diary and pendrive and the flowers I brought from her funeral.

I kept walking until I was home and didn't look elsewhere once.

I did see, some classmates of mine dragging her friends out. The adults couldn't react and our homeroom gladly turned a blind eye.

The only thing that made me feel better was the way they were being dragged out.

Right now, I was in my room, I walked closer to the envelope and took out the pen drive before plugging into my laptop on my bed.

I saw the folders.

Each named after a movie and then I saw the one named Barbie Charm school. She said it was her favourite.

I smiled, what if we could have watched it together.

The whole night went away watching it, I didn't even realise when I fell asleep.

When I woke up, I heard guitar sounds. I opened my eyes and realised I was at my guitar club.

I looked at a hyung. "Jungkook, you skipped the evening practice, it's going to be 10. You should just go home" he said and I was confused.

What?

"Hyung, what's the day?"

"Come on its Monday"

Oh fuck.
What the fuck.

I grabbed my bag and took off towards the station.

I scanned my car and from the staircase I saw Ju won getting inside the train from the platform. I immediately ran towards her and pulled her out. As soon as I did, the doors closed and the train left.

She looked at me confused.

What should I do, what should I do what what what. Yeah I know what

"I grabbed her face and kissed her.

"What-" She could barely speak, soon she morphed in.

.

We were at the convenience store near the station. I looked at her from inside as she sat on the plastic chairs outside. Ugh.

Out of everything, this is what I could do?

The microwave dinged and I grabbed the whole bucket of ramen with chicken. I had huge blocks of cheese as I walked closer to her and put it down.

"What is this? And what was that" I said. I sighed.

"A full bucket of ramen, let's have it. If you have any issues talk to me. We can help each other grow up into a better world and for that we will work hard.

I hope you ditch your friends and come to me. We can do everything friends do for each other as they should. I'll defend you everytime and and I will pay attention in our homeroom teacher's class everyday together.

I just want you to be with me everyday."

I said and was in tears. She covered her face and bursted into tears. I pat her back and hugged her immediately.

"It's okay, everyday cry on my shoulder if you have to just don't leave please" I said in a whsipers and she just held onto.

"Yeah, I hope you wipe you tears because the ramen is going to touch your heart. It's getting soggy, tut tut" I said and she chuckled wiping her tears.

I gave her the chopsticks and she took the first looking at me with huge eyes. "That's damn good" she said.

"Yeah, I know right" I dug in too.

With that we had ramen. Our first ramen, I had it for the nth time but for the first time with her.

The End.