Forever {Kyle Broflovski x Reader}

Nineteen: I am so sorry

Y/n laughs at something stupid Kenny said. She is sitting on her best friends bed, leaning her back against the wall. She still hasn't spoken to Kyle since their fight two days ago.

She is starting to really miss him.

"You wanna hear something funny?" Y/n giggles, covering her mouth with a closed fist. She's hoping Kenny will find it just as funny and tell her she's right.

Kenny gives her a lazy smile. He is lying on the bed beside Y/n as they talk about anything that comes to mind. He has missed spending time with his favorite girl like this. "What's that?"

Y/n keeps giggling, having trouble speaking. "Oh god. You won't believe it. Stan and Kyle think you're in love with me."

Kenny sits up straight, and his eyes go wide, no longer finding this funny. 'Why is she suddenly bringing this up? Does she feel the same way I do? Has she just been trying to make me jealous this whole time?'

"I tried telling them that we are just best friends, but they weren't having it. Can you believe that?" Y/n asks, her laughter trailing off. She needs him to agree with her. To hear him tell her that he doesn't have feelings for her.

Kenny's heart aches hearing that word again. He hates when Y/n uses that word with him. He hates being in the friendzone. He needs to show her how much he really likes her before it's too late.

"I mean, c'mon. There are no feelings between us. Right, Ken?" Y/n glances up to see Kenny staring at her intensely. He doesn't move or say anything, worrying her. Her brows scrunch together. 'Why isn't he laughing and agreeing with me? Oh my god, please don't tell me...'

"Kenny? Earth to Kenny." She reaches out a hand to poke him out of his daydream. Before she can make contact, Kenny grabs her hand with his own, lacing their fingers. Y/n's palms get sweaty, and her mind goes blank. 'No, no, no. Please don't say it.'

"Y/n," Kenny says softly, tugging her forward. Their lips are only an inch apart. "I am in love with you," he whispers against her lips, then leans forward, connecting their lips.

The kiss barely lasts a second when Y/n forcefully shoves Kenny away, knocking him to the floor onto his back. She didn't mean to push him that hard, as she panicked, but he also kind of deserved it.

"Fuck," Kenny curses, sitting up while rubbing his back. "What the hell was that for?"

"Why the fuck did you kiss me?" Y/n shouts, standing up to retrieve all her stuff. She can't stay here now. She feels like she just betrayed Kyle. "Holy shit. I can't believe this. He was right."

'Fuck. Kyle was right. He's going to be even more mad at me. I should have listened to him. I should've listened to my brother. Why was I being so stubborn?'

Y/n's eyes get glossy, and her chest tightens at the thought of Kyle reacting badly. She shouldn't have brushed off his concerns. He was just looking out for her. Even if she didn't kiss back and pushed Kenny away, she couldn't help thinking up all the bad scenarios.

'What if he dumps me because of this?'

She needs to tell him about this. Now. Before it somehow blows up in her face. She turns and tries to leave fast.

"Wait, Y/n!" Kenny panics, standing up. He didn't mean to scare her away. Grabbing her shoulder, he tries to keep her from leaving. "Where are you going? I'm sorry, okay? I shouldn't have done that."

Y/n stands straighter, holding her head high. She shrugs off Kenny's hand, refusing to look at him. "How long?"

"What?"