Painfully yours

Fate.

Xavier's P.O.V.
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I kissed her all night. The most thirsty fucking kiss that left her and I, both ,drained and panting before we caught our breath and went at it again and again and fucking again. Her nose ring made her wince but she didn't take it off. It made the kiss way more hyper sexual .My fingers made her pour and shower until the sunrise had dawned on us. Hearing my name from her mouth all night had taken me elsewhere. To a land where I was king and she was my queen, my slave, my military, my everything where only I existed and she begged. Her satyric moans had left my cock buzzing all night. I would say, the worst blue balls ever but somehow I couldn't come to fuck her pussy or her head. She needed time .She looked gentle like i wasn't allowed to take pleasure before I gave it to her. This had never happened before except Ariana. But what made me gentle with Ariana was her. Young delicate princess even though she was very brave and sacrificed everything to heal me, maybe she was the reason I could withhold my feral monsters at a time like this. Ariana had the power to change me. She made me stop abusing Arya out of context. Hurting her just felt too good, like a vampire feasting on a human after decades. I couldn't believe that I hadn't already fucked all her holes while she looked like this.

My tongue and mouth was honestly tired from the continuous motion all night and I don't think I've ever had such a kiss that was leaking with lust on for hours. When we stopped out of exertion, she almost instantly felt cold and I hugged her naked body with a blanket and reached for her socks .

"This is funny. Socks and jhanjhar." She bent forward to unclasp her anklet but I stopped her and pulled her back in my chest, pulling back her knees to put on her socks.

"I would never let you wear socks and steal the sight of your pretty feet away from me but right now you're cold and you're not removing either." I warned her in her ear as she shrunk with the effect of hot whispers in her neck.

"So make me hot, maybe then you can have the sight of my feet." She whispered innocently. What amazed me was that she was just brutally honest sometimes and it always reflected her virtuous soul. But this brain I tell you. She had some balls.

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After waking up from a nap, Arya and I gathered our essentials - phones and water bottles - before making our way back. As we walked out of the clearing, I bent down to pluck a bunch of flowers offering it to her. Seeing her struggle on the rocks, I became concerned and asked her to get on my back. I effortlessly lifted her up and we continued on our way.

"There's something in your back. It's poking me." She said reaching for the gun tucked in my waist.

"Arya..

"I- it's a gun?" She shrieked cutting me off.

"Yes love. Please put it back." I smiled at her squeaky voice.

"Uh I'm scared. What if it goes off." Cute little kitten.

"It's locked." She gently put it back and her simple act of pushing the gun down my waist sent chills through my spine.

"I didn't know you were carrying a gun on you?"Her gaze fixed on my lips, occasionally glancing into my eyes. It was as if she was lost and completely captivated by me. I didn't know how to feel watching her like this. My dream had finally come true.

"You didn't need to. And I always do."Walking effortlessly, I could feel Arya's breast on my back, her warmth seeping into me.

"Why?" It was a surreal feeling,

"Security."i beamed as the sunlight filtered through the trees, casting a soft glow on our surroundings, creating an enchanting atmosphere.

"Would you ever shoot me?"As we continued our journey, I couldn't help but be mesmerized by Arya's lost face. Her focus on me, her adoring gaze, sparked a sense of happiness within me meanwhile her question made me uncomfortable with the thought of seeing her in pain like that. I know from experience what a fucking bullet wound feels like. It's nasty. I'd never wish that pain upon anyone let alone Arya.