Soulful (TayNew)

part-4

New's pov
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After giving me admission in the school, he left saying – if you need anything then call me and even if you don't know the way then also call me, do not talk to any person and make friends by seeing them and after giving some money he went away.

My teacher took me to the class and asked me to introduce myself in front of everyone!

After so many days I was happy to see so many people but somewhere I was also feeling scared.

I told Tay that I can take care of myself. I want to be a friend, I want to live my life my way, will I be able to do that?

When sir showed me my set and told me that from today onwards you will sit here, I quietly went and sat there and started paying attention to the class.

After the class all my classmates came to talk to me but I don't think I can make friends with any one of them.

It's not that they are bad people. They are nice and friendly but they are not my type.

Then I looked at my left side. There was a quiet boy sitting next to me. He did not talk to me for so long. Can't he talk? But he was very handsome and cute to look at. His eyes were beautiful.

What's your name????

Hmmm.........

I asked, what is your name?

New...

I asked you for your name, not my name.

I also told you my name, not your name.

Hmmm....

What's your full name???

Chawarin Perdpiriyawong........

Also Nunew

Your........

Hmm.....

Your full name......

Thitipoom Techaapaikhun

Also Newwiee

Do you have any friends here?

No.....

Why?????

Because I too took admission here only yesterday.

Oh......

Just a friend and nothing else. Maybe I can be your best friend also but nothing more than that.

OK.......

But why????

Because I have a fiancé whom I am going to marry.

Ohh 😅

Why are you laughing, did I tell some joke?

Noo.....

Then....

Because I am married and I have a husband . And I love him very much, probably. And we both have a lot in common. That's why I am laughing.

We had a lot of fun the whole day, went to the cafeteria and had lunch. We talked a lot, it felt like I had someone of my own who understood me a lot, we both were connecting with each other. We exchanged phone numbers and after school was over, his future husband came to pick him up. I saw from a distance, but he was very handsome but not more than my Tay.

After school was over, I called Tay to ask if he would come to pick me up, but he did not receive my call. I felt so strange at that time. I felt like crying loudly.

I know he is a very busy person, but if he can't do anything then why would he say anything?

I did not know the route so well. Still, after asking people, I went to the bus station and left for home.

After reaching home I was so angry that when Tay comes home I will ask him. Why does he do this to me?

But......

he did not come home the whole night. he did not receive my calls and was not even replying to my messages. I was scared, but I knew that this is what he does; he does not come home for 4-5 days.

Earlier I used to feel sad about this but now I am feeling very sad about this. It feels like someone has stabbed me in the heart and I am not able to breathe.

This time when hr come, I will ask him why he leaves me alone at home and goes away. If something happens to me or to him, he does not even inform at home. I am young, it does not mean that I do not get stressed. He can tell me something, if he does not have time to receive the phone, he can give a reply.

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It's been four-five days. He hasn't come home yet. I keep thinking everyday that he will come. But he hasn't come yet, where is he? Why doesn't Tay think about me?

I go to school every day. I try to have fun with Nunew. I do anything to distract myself, but nothing works. I just keep thinking about Tay. Tay where are you, it feels like my soul has left my body.

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