𝐋𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰, 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐢 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲 𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐢 𝐠𝐨?
𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐮𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐡
𝐒𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐚 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐧, 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝
𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐮𝐩 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝
𝐂𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐠𝐨
𝐖𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐠𝐨
Eddie
I honestly don't even know where I stand in my quarter-life bisexual crisis.
Wait if I'm bisexual, am I sinning Shannon?
"Chris, wait up. I gotta get your saddle and brush," Chris' adaptive horse therapy trainer says to him while I'm distracted by my phone.
"Dad, I get to ride Lucky today. He has a scar on his leg from surgery like I do." Chris walks over to a stall and uses his crutches to stabilize himself against the barn door.
"Hmm. That's so cool, Chris." I follow my son to the stables.
A minute later, my phone vibrates in my pants pocket.
I turned the ringer off since I'm with Chris on my off day.
Who could need me on Saturday?
I watch the trainer show Chris how to feed the horse while I take my phone out and see who is trying to contact me.
Buck: Hey, do you have time to talk? I want to apologize in person and talk about a few other things like that art summer camp. I also just finished with my apology meeting with Cap. I know it's your off day too.
Oh, I don't know if I'm ready to face Buck again. I saw him last weekend at Cap's birthday and it was sorta awkward silence between us. I see him at work every day but I'm out on calls and he does desk work. And I can now, understand why he's angry at Cap and hit me with his crutch on the first day back. But he's not the Buck I loved before the accident anymore.
He's jealous Buck.
He's a guy who wants attention.
He's a guy who doesn't understand my panic attacks.
And he's a single dad who I can't date because of work HR, my late-wife Shannon who I was married to, and because I'm still figuring out all this bisexual coming out stuff.
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Quarter Life Crisis: a 9-1-1 buddie fic
FanfictionBuck and Eddie are navigating their quarter-life crisis as parents, juggling over 101 challenges at work and home, including the critical task of single-parenting their kids, Amelia and Christopher, while working as firefighters at Station 118. Eve...