No, I always thought I'd be with someone else

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𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟,

𝐧𝐨, 𝐈 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐈'𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐞

𝐧𝐨, 𝐈 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐈'𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐞

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Buck

There's a beach in front of me and it's completely silent besides the waves crashing in the ocean lightly. Beside me is my soulmate and I am holding their hand. I lean in for a kiss but I don't see their face. That's strange.....

All of a sudden I wake up from my peaceful dream about my perfect summer date at the beach with soulmate and hear something fall in the kitchen behind the couch.

Shit. I need to take Amelia back home to our place and get her to school. I think as I rub my eyes to wake up then see Carla in front of me.

"Sorry Buck, I dropped a cup, go back to sleep. You deserve it," Carla winks at me as she motions for me to close my eyes again.

"Dad- I love you." I hear my daughter say quietly as I fall back asleep on the couch onto someone.

"Let them sleep. I got to get you two to school before I get in trouble," I hear the voice again before I fall back into a deep slumber.

"I heard that. Have a good day at school kids," I mumble and fall back asleep on whatI think is my pillow.

Wait shit, fuck, crap. I fell asleep on Eddie Diaz's shoulder. My daughter's hero. The guy I have a massive bisexual coming out crush on but I've been avoiding it to protect my daughter from heartbreak.

Oh my gosh. Maddie is going to have a talk with me when she sees me next.

"Eddie, Eds, wake up." I look around the couch for my cell phone and don't see it anywhere within my eyesight.

Shit.

"Eddie, wake up," I gently shake his shoulder then notice the time on the wall clock.

"Eddie, it's almost 9:00 am. We're late for work." I nudge his shoulder again but he doesn't wake up.

Damn sleeping beauty really needed his beauty sleep.

"Eddie, Christopher won't get out of bed," I exclaim louder than my inside voice.

Within seconds, Eddie is awake and looking around for a moment with concern and anger on his face.

"Buck, don't ever wake me up like that again. Chris' backpack is gone and I overheard you talking to Carla this morning. The kids are at school. Let me sleep for 5 more minutes," Eddie lays back down the couch but this time he isn't touching my shoulder.

He must be exhausted.

Why isn't he concerned about going to the station for a work shift though?

"Eddie, you're going to be late for work," I nudge his shoulder again but this time as he sits up our noses touch and we almost kiss each other on the lips.

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