Kissed By An Angel (Boyxboy)

Childish? I Don't Think So...

Everyone sits down and I'm still eating my nuggets without a care in the world. Kyle reaches over to grab one of my nuggets and I give him a menacing face. Kyle quickly retracts his hand and I go back to happily eating. I love nuggets! I know I'm being childish about it but I don't really care.

I see Will eating away at his nuggets like me and I smile. I knew I wasn't the only one! Noah asks Will "So, how are the chicken nuggets?" Will looks at Noah confused for a second and says "Oh the horror! I'm eating chicken nuggets, when I'm on a seafood only diet. My food shouldn't have names because the seafood diet is when you see food and you eat it." We all start laughing and Noah says "That had like nothing to do with the question." Will just smiles and says "Oops. I guess I got a bit off topic, oh well."

Noah says "You are acting childish Will." Then like out of nowhere Kyle says "Childish? I don't think so...I think it is cute." After Kyle says this his face turns a bit red and I can see Will's turn red also. Will then grows a monster grin on his face and says "Ky, do you really think I'm cute?" Kyle gets even more embarrassed and says "I didn't mean it like that! All I meant was that you acting the way you do isn't childish, it is cute. But I didn't actually call you cute." Will still has the monster smile on his face and says "I don't think you are being completely honest. You think my personality is cute, but my personality is wrapped up in me so by calling my personality cute you are calling me cute."

Kyle sends me a pleading glance asking me to help him, so I do. I say "Will, this is so not the time to be discussing this. Also you are interrupting my nugget time, so please shut the hell up and let me eat in peace." Will pouts and says "Monkey, you are so mean I was just having fun." I shake my head and start finishing off the last two of my nuggets.

After I finish Liam gives me a look saying that I should explain how the ring got on my finger. I let out a sigh and start to speak to everyone. Once I'm finished Kyle gets a sad look on his face. When Kyle catches me looking at him his face turns into a fake smile. He's trying to support his brother and me but he can't hide the fact that he's hurting. I leave my plate where it is on the table whispering to Chris that I need to talk to Kyle. Chris just nods his head in understanding and I ask Kyle if he would like to take a walk with me. Kyle gets up and we make our way to the front door and leave the house.

Once outside I take a deep breath and say "I know this is hard on you Kyle. You say you love me and I believe you, but I can't change the way I feel. Chris makes me extremely happy, I'm not saying that you don't make me happy too, but with you it is more of a friend happy. I hope you can forgive me for rejecting your feelings. You must move on from me. Will and you seem to get along maybe you can see where that would lead you. I love you Kyle but not in the way you want, I'm sorry."

After I finished talking Kyle pulls me into a tight hug. I just stand with my arms lifeless at my sides not really knowing how to react. After he gives me one last tight squeeze he pulls away from the hug. Kyle gives my forehead a quick kiss then he says "I understand how you feel and even though it hurts I will step aside because Chris and you need each other. I will still be around but I will treat you only as a friend. Also I think you are right about the whole Will thing. I did actually mean to call him cute a little while ago, but I was too afraid to admit it. Thank you for telling me the truth and I hope that you will continue to in the future. You are the only friend I've ever trusted. I'm glad to have met you Jesse."

We walk back to the house and get inside. Everything seems super quiet until you I hear a voice I never thought I would hear again. I hear the voice of Austin saying "Hi. I am a friend of Jesse's and I would like to speak to him, if that is okay with you of course." I stiffen up. How in the hell did he even figure out where I live? Why is he here? I walk into the kitchen with Kyle and Austin looks at me while smirking and says "Hello Jesse." Without even realizing it I begin shaking a bit and I say "H-hi A-Austin. W-w-what are you doing here?" Austin smiles and says "Well I saw the news about your father so I decided to come see what happened. I got your new address from the school counselor."

I ask Austin if it would be ok if I speak to him alone and he just nods his head. I take him outside just like I did with Kyle and I ask "Why are you really here Austin?" Austin smiles wide and says "Love, I only came to see you and ask for you back." I snap "Don't you dare call me Love you lost the chance to do that and to be with me a long time ago!" Austin's smile turns into a smirk and he says "You really should have accepted me, now I'll have to do something I really don't want to do." I look at him weirdly and ask "What're you talking about?" Austin just replies "For every angel there is a demon and you just messed with the wrong one." My eyes widen and before I can do anything I feel my vision go black.