BEYOND THE EUPHORIA

Chapter 8: The Breach

The sunlight crepes through the room window, casting a harsh glow on the chaos. I rub my pounding head as i pace around thinking about how I could have gotten myself into such a mess, waiting for my foggy and hazy memories to resurface like a bad dream. My phone rings and I pick up.
"How could you do this? Why would you do this? What if Maddie finds out!?" I ask as i let out a puff.
"Relax, it's not that big a deal. I want to remember every bit of it myself, it was one of my best nights. Don't worry i won't tell Maddie if you don't."
"How do i know I can trust you?"
"It's simple, just keep fucking me like you did last night and we're cool."
"So it's a blackmail?"
"Relax i'm just kidding. I'll delete right away but that's if you promise to meet up with me later today."
"Ok fine I promise now delete it."
She sends me an address to meet her. I have a change of cloth and head out, it takes only a few minutes to arrive at the location. It's a children's party, I see Emily, Racheal and their gay friend exchanging pleasantries and playing with the children.
"What a drag." I bring out a cigarette and light it, take a long drag and let out a sweet puff of relief.
I suddenly feel someone yank my cloth from the back. I turn around and see a blonde little girl with wrinkles on her face clinging on to her oversized teddy.
"Excuse me mister, smoking isn't good for your health."
I squat down to her size. "Oh really? And why is that?"
"Because my mummy tells me it will kill you. She said smokers are liable to die young."
"What's your name kid?"
"Maddison but my friends call me Maddie."
I let out a hilarious soft smile.
"Well little girl, here's the sad truth. Everyone is liable to die young." I look around and notice she's the only kid not having fun with the others. "Why aren't you with the other kids?"
"They wouldn't let me play with them."
"Why not?"
"Because i have cold and Aliyah told everyone that if they play with me they'd have it too."
I look around and notice one peculiar kid dressed like a fairy. "Is that Aliyah?"
"Yes."
The one thing I've always hated are bullies and I wasn't going to have it. I grab a cup and give it to Maddison.
"If you want all your cold to go away, spit as hard as you can into this cup. Bring it from your throat."
Without hesitating, Maddison spits catarrh into the cup.
"One more Maddie."
And she does again.
"Good girl. Now just wait here."

Emily sees me and comes to me. She's stained with cake icing and her hands are covered in them as well.
"You're here. I actually believed you wouldn't show up."
"Don't push your luck, I just wanted to make sure you didn't keep it. Should have told me it's a kid party."
She licks the the icing on her hand. "It's my niece's birthday." She points to the kid dressed as a fairy.
"Ohhh that's even better." I smile sarcastically.
"Does she like milkshake?"
"Milkshake? Yeah I guess. Why?"
"I want to make her something nice, it's the least i could do." Got any ice?
Emily bring me some blocks. I mix a bunch of things together then give it to her niece.
"Say thank you to this nice man Aliyah." Emily says as she bends down beside her.
She gulps almost half of it before responding.
"Thank you mister." Then proceeds to finish every last bit of it.
"Good girl." I go back to Maddison with some cookies and two glasses of milk. I sit down beside her.
"Hope you like cookies."
"Yesssss! Thank you..." she picks one and eats.
Her mum suddenly walks up to her in a worried manner like she's been searching for her.
"Maddison! Oh! There you are!" She grabs her hand and pulls her away. "What have I told you about always running off and I told you not to talk to strangers. Jeez! That man reeks of cigarette." Maddison waves to me as she gets pulled away and i wave back with a bright smile. Her energy and aura reminds me of Maddie and at the same time it brings me regret and disgust to know i cheated on her so I decide to confess to her when she gets back.
Emily walks to me with a glass of hot chocolate.
"You didn't drug this did you?" I ask with a very sarcastic look.
"No obviously not." She says as she stares at me as i drink, getting lost in her thoughts.
She suddenly grabs me and starts kissing intensively, we make our way to a small storage room away from the crowd. I bend down and eat her out, she moans loudly as i play with her nipples, she grabs my fingers and lick it. I raise her leg and slowly insert, ramming her, going from slow to fast and she screams loudly.
"Hey! Hey! Heyyy!!" I snap my fingers at Emily who's lost in her thoughts.
"Oh..." she suddenly snaps back to reality.
"You spaced out for about a minute."
I spend the whole day at the party, helping out and secretly getting high.
"Thanks for helping out." Emily says as she walks me to the roadside.
"Yeah, just don't do anything crazy like that again."
"Sure, you got it."
She hugs me, peck me then heads back inside. I go home and meet the whole house scattered, smashed up and disorganized with Maddie laying down on the ground with her make up all messed up and it's obvious she's been crying. The table is a mess with different pills, My heart jumps up to the thought that she might be dead or probably overdosed again. I rush to her but she throws her phone at me angrily.
"Are you ok? What happened?" I ask as i pick up her phone.
She grabs the TV remote then plays the video of me having a threesome with Emily and Racheal.
I take a long sigh and sit beside her, lost in emotions and speechless.