I received a message from Angel as I sit in my car.She wants me to apologize and she said she's sorry for how everything escalated.
I'm sorry too.
I put my head in my hands as I breathe out I sigh, I should apologize he looked really scared and he even flinched I should of never screamed at him. I was embarrassed, I thought he was judging me because of my choices meanwhile he didn't even show and ounce of judgment on his face when Angel said what she said in all honesty he was quite literally just doing his job.
I'm questioning everything.
Should I give babygirl up for adoption, I don't know anymore. She's not even here yet and I already feel protective over her and of course I love her, I just don't think I'll be a good dad.
I sit leaned back in my car as I think and think and think.
"I can try." I say out loud.
I can try to be and be what babygirl would need me to be. I can try and be whatever Angel needs me to be, especially because we don't know what going to happen in the upcoming months the least I can do is ease her stress.
I sigh as I turn my car on and pull out of the hospital heading towards my home.
It's only my first day back and it's already been a hell fire.
I roll my eyes.
I don't know how but somehow me and Amir ended up at the club, his club to be exact.Aura.
That's the name of his club he opened a year ago, it's really popular and modern so it's not a bad club to be at. Especially when you're the boss. I'm a silent partner just because me and Amir do everything together but it's more of his thing, now me on the other hand I'm working towards something else.
It's a surprise.
"Whats got your panties in a bunch." Amir says shoving me jokingly making me spill my drink on me.
"Fuck you, fuck nigga." I pushed him away from me as I walk towards the bathroom.
Some bullshit, making me spill drinks and shit annoying bitch.
I'm stopped in my tracks on my way to the bathroom.
"Hey sexy, it's been a minute." Sierra says stopping me. She's one of the bottle girls here at Aura and she's a hoe but hey I don't knock nothing I ain't try.
"Watch out, I'm in a rush." I say moving her to the side. She don't want nothing important so why would I entertain it and waste my energy yeah no, red heart.
"But Ahmad!" I hear her whine out as I continue my journey towards the restroom, should of went to the one in the office.
I freshen up and head to tell Amir that I'm leaving cause I'm ready to get the fuck out of dodge.
"My guy where've you been?" Amir drunkenly said falling into me.
"My lady lucky I'm a loyal ass nigga theres some nice ass females up in here!" He said laughing like he said the funniest shit ever.
"Man come on let's get you home." I sigh this was not my plan but your plans will never matter when coming to the club with Amir, he always run his own agenda.
I basically throw his heavy ass into the passenger seat as I buckle him up. He luck he my day one.
"Dada when you gone get you a lady or a daddy." He busted out laughing as I rolled my eyes chuckling a little bit cause why the fuck did I come out with him.
"Dada?" I repeat to myself, I haven't heard my nickname in awhile.
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