Sound Of The Wind

18

Hindi pa ako nakapag breakfast kaya medyo nagugutom na ako. Bumaba ako para pumunta sa kusina at tinignan kung may luto na for the good news nagluluto na sila and for the non good news hindi pa luto and I'm starting to get really hungry na.

Umupo ako sa dining area at hinintay na maluto ang mga iyon. Gutom na yung tao, tagal naman maluto.

Nagulat ako nang biglang dumaan si ate sa harap ko at umupo din. Tinignan niya ako ng seryoso at para bang malaking kasalanan yung nagawa ko. Well except sa may something kami ni Liam, wala na akong naaalala na may tinatago ako.

"I believe you have something to tell me zhia. Not just me but I also believe that mom and dad needs to know it."

Napa ilang beses akong pikit ng pikit. Whattt?! Is there something that I forgot? Wait let me have some flashbacks. Oh.. that's right I forgot something... something important.

Tumango ako sa kaniya. Sa totoo lang hindi ko alam kung paano sasabihin. Baka kase sabihin nila na bad idea yung plano ko...o di kaya they're going to stop me to have this plan succeed. Overthink pa more!

"Ahnmm.. actually, ate.. I have.. yeah I have something to tell you."

Parang hindi ako makapagsalita. What is happening on me?! Hindi naman ako dapat matakot ah..but the pressure you guys!

"I want to be a celebrity po ate." Sa wakas nasabi ko din kahit na parang natatae yung tono ko. Bastos ng bunganga ko, ikaw talaga zhia. Kailangan nang uminom ng holy water.

Ate just sigh and touch her forehead. Wait..is that a bad idea or what? Ate don't tell me you'll disagr-

"I'm fine with it, as long as you know your responsibility and you know how to do it on good way..right way. Also..share that to mom and dad. They need to know it too."

Para akong magpapahanda ng isang budol fight oh! Hahaha sobrang saya ko..but wait. I still have mom and dad's consent and opinion on it.

"Opo ate.. I'll try it po." I smile at here.

Tamang tama dumating na ang pagkain na aking hinihintay. Kanina ka pa hinihingi ng tiyan ko miss ka na daw niya.

Both of us start to eat. A little moment after that Zilky and mama joined us too. Dad is not here pa, I think he'll comeback tomorrow. He have a business trip pa kase.

We all have a good and silent time while eating. Walang nagsasalita, medyo nabuo yung pressure at natakot ako ulit. Teka lang..kanina ko pa kase nahahalata na panay tingin sakin si mama. Does she know ba na may need akong sabihin sa kaniya?

I don't know but one thing I know and that thing is to tell my idea to mom. Di ko alam kung ano yung magiging reaksiyon niya but still I need to do it. Now..oh..not now pala kumakain pa kami eh.

Matapos namin kumain ay kumuha ako ng buwelo. Parang isusugal ko na yung buhay ko, magsasalita lang naman ako pero parang aatakihin ako sa puso.

Huminga ako ng malalim bago magsalita.

"Ma..if there's something I want. Would you support me?" Nag pa cute ako para naman magkaroon ng light vibe.

Napatahimik medyo di mama bago sumagot. Para pa nga siyang makikipag away sakin. Huwag naman po ma.

"Yeah kahit na maging kayo pa ni Liam." Ngumiti siya sakin.

Wait..huh?! Mama naman eh. Hindi yan..well pwede rin yan but this is not the right time for that.

Napatawa si Zilky sa sinabi ni mama. Tinignan ko siya at lumingon ito papalayo. Natakot ata..haha sorry baby namin.

"Well..ma that's a great opportunity but I'm asking the other thing." I try to smile again. Baka kase sabihin niya nanaman hayss.