Crying Silently (Becstin)

✂️Chapter Four ✂️

***WARNING*** This contains cutting and false langue

Zia's POV

I walked into my home my parents still getting at each other things flying everywhere I just sighed and walked up to my room quickly not even getting noticed. "YOUR A STUPID WHORE JUST LIKE YOUR DAUGHTER!" My dad yelled making me stop and look back downstairs. "THANKS FOR TELLING ME HOW YOU FEEL!" I screamed not thinking running to my room slamming the door making sure to lock it. "Zia? I'm sorry!" I heard my dad bang on my door. "I didn't know you were home!" I scrawled at the door. "THAT DOESN'T MAKE IT ANY BETTER BASTETED!" I didn't care about my false langue toward my dad right now I was furious. "YOUNG LADY DON'T EVER CUSS OR CALL ME WORDS AGAIN!" I scoffed. "THEN DON'T CALL ME A WHORE!" I yelled running to my bathroom looking it searching my draws. "Where is it where is it?!" I finally found it looking at the shinny sharp metal in my hand. "Hey friend." I breathed placing it on my wrist that was clean. "You can help me take my pain away again right?" I asked the metal. "Well I hope you can take me to heaven or hell this time." I cut the clean fresh skin taking in the pain that washes all my thoughts and other pain away. "Thanks friend you've helped me a lot."

Austin's POV

I heard yelling in Zia's house and door slamming. "What's going on in there?" I asked as I drove out their driveway so I don't barge in there.

"Hey mom!" I called knowing I'll be yelled at. "Austin Carter Mahone! The school called and you are supposed to be in school." I shrugged. "I don't like school." I took a bite of the apple I grabbed. "Austin!" She said her voice getting louder. "Yeah?" I know I shouldn't be this way with my mom after all she's done but sometimes it just happens I regret it after a while. "I'm tired of your attitude!" She yelled. "Just go to your room." She said calmly pointing the stairs. "K mama see ya." I sighed.