Crying Silently (Becstin)

Chapter Forty-Five

Zia's POV

I tuned Austin and Robert out to be able to watch The Notebook.

"Austin Robert hush!" I yelled annoyed making them shut up.

"Damn girl." Robert said shocked.

"Don't use that word and I'm trying to watch a movie!"

"Okay okay damn!" I glared at them going back to my movie.
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I got up after the movie was over and Austin and Robert were passed out.

What am I supposed to do now?

I sighed turning off the TV.

I guess I'll shower.

I walked upstairs and to Austin's room.

"Let's see..." I mumbled looking through the drawers Austin let me use.

When I was in the hospital he got me some clothes and stuff which I'm very thankful for.

I picked out my clothes and went into the bathroom.

I put my clothes on the sink and turned to the shower.

Damn, I don't have shampoo yet! I have to use Austin's just great.

I turned on the shower to medium hot and looked at myself.

Austin doesn't love you Zia!

Shut up!

Stop running from the truth!

It's not the truth I'm not running from anything!

I quickly looked away from the mirror and stripped quickly jumping in the shower.

Austin does love me my mind is just lying.

Or is it?