***WARNING***
INCLUDES DESCRIPTIVE CUTTING
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Zia's POV
"The video is already getting hate!" I heard Austin whisper to Alex.
"Help me delete these hate comments before she reads them."
It's pretty much to late I've already read them...
I slide down looking at the phones I had in my hands.
"Why do you hate me?" I whispered.
Comments appeared one by one.
All hateful.
You should pick someone prettier she's ugly!
I am, I am ugly.
You can do so much better Austin.
He can do so much better.
He can.
I threw the phones down and ran to my bathroom.
Where's my razor?! I need my razor!
I looked frantically for it.
I looked in the cabinet and found it.
"Thank goodness!" I whispered.
"Zia?" I heard Austin ask knocking on the door.
I didn't answer him I dropped the razor and stomped on it.
"Baby?" He knocked again.
I stayed quiet and locked the door slowly.
"Zia?!" He asked worriedly knocking on the door harder.
I picked up the blade.
"You can find someone better Austin...your fans are right."
"Zia?! What are talking about open up! Don't listen to them!" He banged on the door and keeping trying to pull it open.
I brought the cold metal to my wrist.
"It's better this way Austin in sorry." I teared up as I drug the metal across my arm making a new fresh cut.
"Zia please stop whatever your doing!" I heard him cry he was still trying to open as I kept the metal going.
It made new cuts and opened old ones.
"Zia!" I heard him scream.
"Austin! Don't worry about me! I'll be gone! You can find someone better!" I cried.
"No Zia! I want you and only you!" He screamed.
I think he banged his head against wall along with his hands.
"Please just listen to me Z."
I dropped to the floor the piece of metal falling right next to me and cried harder.
"You can do so much better than me Austin."
"No, no I can't Z your everything I ever wanted."
"Alex and Robert love you to Z please."
Before I could answer him I fainted.
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I'm sorry okay I know ya'll probably hate me but hey.... :(
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Crying Silently (Becstin)
FanfikceI cut And nobody cares I'm broken And nobody tries to fix me I silently cry And nobody bothers to try to hear me "All you need is love" "All I need is to die" Amazing cover by DessertStar on Quotev!!! THANKS SO MUCH <3
