Crying Silently (Becstin)

Chaptsr Forty-One

Zia's POV

"Zia?" Alex said stepping into Austin's room.

"Yes?" I hummed shutting my phone off.

"Wh-why do you cut? Can you please tell me? I want to make it better."

I froze and looked into Alex's eyes.

"Zia? Me and your dad need to tell you something."

"What is it ma?" I asked worried.

"It's about Lydia." Dad said calmly.

"What about her?"

"She was found dead this morning Zia, she was raped and killed."

My eyes started to tear and fell down to my knees.

"No!" I cried.

"No no no!"

"It was the day my older sister died."

"She was raped and killed as the police said."

"But I don't believe it."

"Why not?" Alex whispered sitting next to me.

"Because she told me she was having a rough time, she also wasn't getting along with my mom and dad."

"Zia I just can't take the anymore!" Lydia cried.

"I'm getting bullied, mom and dad don't even love me anymore!"

"She hated herself once the bullying started, the words they'd call her got her."

"Alex I miss her so much I wish she was still by my side."

"Are you saying she killed herself?" Alex asked in a whisper rubbing his hand on my knee.

"Yes, the day before she died she told me she couldn't take and and couldn't go on."

"I just can't take it anymore Zia it's all to much I can't go on."

"What are you talking about?" I asked worriedly.

"Don't do anything stupid please!"

"Zia, if you were in my shoes you'd understand."

"And now it feels like I'm in her shoes, I'm bullied and mostly everyone hates me, my parents hate me to."

"You got me Robert and Austin Z, don't worry, just please don't ever touch a blade to you wrists and legs again."

"I promise." I whispered.

But I can't keep that promise, I can't keep any promises.
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