Crying Silently (Becstin)

Chapter Thirty-Five

Zia's POV

I opened my eyes and saw a me cuddled to a shirtless Austin.

What?

I was still in my clothes from the day before.

I don't remember going to sleep.

"Staring isn't nice Zi." Austin mumbled turning over to face me which made me jump back.

"Aw sorry I scared you Z." He chuckled.

"It's fine." I said blushing.

"Uh I have to get ready for school."

"Ok..." I trailed off yawning.

"You can stay here and sleep or play my PlayStation or something you can do the same at Alex's I guess to."

"I'll just stay here and sleep for now I guess." I said shrugging.

"Ok, I'm gonna get ready." Austin got up and stretched grabbing clothes and went into to the bathroom.

I need to take a shower myself.

I rolled over on my stomach and sighed.

I know I can't get anymore sleep why did I say that?

"Hey Zia!" My sister called.

"Hey Lydia." I smiled hugging my older sister.

"Have you cut today?" She asked with sadness in her eyes and voice.

"No..." I lied.

"Arms?"

"Zi?!" Austin said coming into the room.

"What's wrong!"

"My sister...she didn't deserve to die Austin!" I screamed crying.

"Why did she have to?!" Austin hurried back to his feet grabbing for his phone.

"Why?" I whispered over and over.

"Alex-."

Everything went black.
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On my way to Dallas with my friend to her dads :) last update for today and this weekend MAYBEH!!