When Two Worlds Collide

Chapter 35

BRIONNA P.O.V.

I sat on the patio for hours watching the water and the waves wash up on shore. James left me and walked away. I could of gone to the front desk and asked for keys to the room but honestly I wasn't even sure if we was evening staying here. This was much more calming anyways cause I felt sick. I just hope he cooled down enough for whenever he does return.

I walked down the stairs and went an sat on the beach. The warm sand felt so good against my feet as I was getting chilly from the breeze and water. The night time air was starting to set In a bit.

I was feeling overwhelmed with so much emotions right now. I pulled my legs into my chest and rested my head on my knees. Tears slid down my face as I silently cried. I looked up to see James walking towards me. He sat down next to me looking at me. I wiped my tears and looked at him. "Im sorry for making you mad!" I apologized.

It ain't shit you need to apologize for. Im the only one who needs to apologize. I shouldn't of walked away from you like that and left for so long. I'm sorry! He pulled me in closer to him and wiped my face, trying not to mess my make up, up. "I'm sorry, you just fuckin do something to me. That thought of someone hurting you and I'm not there to protect you really kills me."

But I'm fine James, I can handle myself! I didn't wanna tell you that because it ruined our vacation.
I sat here by myself for hours.

And I'm about to make it up to you. I had so much shit planned but nun that shit wouldn't even had mattered if you wouldn't of been here. Come on get up! He got up pulling me up. I dusted the sand off of me and he grabbed my hand. "I'm sorry I put you through a lot!" He spoke as we started to walk down the beach.

You really have through these last couple years! I laughed wiping my tears.

Ima make it up to you. You know I love you right?

Yes and I love you too.

Brionna you make me feel like I'm the luckiest man in this world....like I can do anything. (Rose petals started to align the beach as they blew around. Soft music played out of nowhere.) I never thought I was capable of falling in love with someone and letting them love me back. Everyday you help me to become a better man and everyday I pray that God keeps molding me into the man that you need and want. I remember the first time I laid eyes on you. You had this look in your eyes and I couldn't look away. It was something about you that I just had to have. (He stopped walking and face towards me.) Everything in me wanted to impress you. Something I never gave a fuck about doing. On our first date I felt like a kid with a big ass crush. I wanted to be everything that I wasn't....the total opposite so you'd like me. Little did I know I didn't have to do all that. You liked me for me. You seen past the clothes, the money, the cars, the jewelry you seen me, you seen James not Shooter. I fell in love with you that day.

His words hit deep as he spoke to me and speaking affirmations. I know he loved me a lot and he always showed it but this was the first time he really spoke on how he felt in depth. Tears rolled down my face as I listened to him. "I feel in love with you that day as well!"

Do you trust me?

Of course baby!

Close your eyes....
He grabbed my hands and I closed my eyes. We started walking for a few seconds and I felt like I was gonna fall. "There isn't anything In this world I wouldn't do for you. Baby I love you so much!" I opened my eyes and it was a candle lit pathway with roses in front of me. I turned around slowly and I started bawling my eyes out. The pathway turned into a shape of a heart with candles all around it and we stood in the middle of it. "MARRY ME?" In giant letters glowed behind us. A lady playing the piano played soft music off to the side and James was down on one knee with the view of the ocean behind him and the most beautifully sunset.

I've had this ring for a very long time and I mean a long time. When I gave you that promise ring I debated on asking you to marry me or just giving you the promise ring cause they was a set. I felt like you deserved something more like it wasn't the time yet. But I've never been more sure in my life right now. I wanna spend the rest of my life with you. I love you so much (he started to cry which made me cry harder.) that I'd take my own life if I couldn't have you in it. I want to grow old with you, I want to have my kids with you, I want to keep coming home to you everyday and letting you know how much I love you and care about you. I wanna kiss you and hold you after a bad day because you make all my worries go away and for a split second it's just you and me in the world. Your my happiness, my whole heart, I wouldn't be able to function without you. Your my partner, and my bestfriend. And I don't wanna go another day without you being my wife. Brionna will you marry me?

I shook my head yes as I was just blinded with tears. I cried so hard. I fell to my knees kissing jinx I was shaking as he tried to put the ring on my finger. "Yes I'll marry you!" I mumbled against his lips. I was boowho crying so hard. I can't believe he was crying. "I love you so much baby, Ohh James I love you! I love you!"

He picked me up kissing me and spinning me around. I wrapped my legs around his waist and hugging his neck so tight. I kissed him over and over again. I was about to be Mrs. Brionna Carter!

After the photographer was done taking pictures, We made it back to the hotel. I was so blind sided by the proposal that I didn't even see the man recording and taking pictures.
I opened the room door and was greeted with more roses and candles. The room was so big and beautiful. "The Carters" was spelt out in roses. Two glasses of champagne sat on the bench at the foot of the bed with chocolate covered fruits. A bubble bath awaited for us in the jucuzzi as it sat in front of the tall glass windows looking over the ocean. I was in such awe.

You gone make me cry again! I said fanning my eyes turning to face him. He smiled hard and pulled me to him. I grabbed his face and kissed him. "I love you so much baby!"

I know you do! He smiled. He picked up the glasses and handed me one.

You are about to have a long night! I smiled as I untied my bra. I stepped out of my skirt stepping into the bath. He licked his lips and smiled. I pulled him closer as he kissed me. Sitting the drinks down I pulled his shirt off. He picked me up and laid me on the bed. He kissed his way down to my body until he met with my pussy. He started eating me out like he never have before. Tonight we was about to make love!
He slid in me slowly and for some reason he felt bigger then what he usually do. I pushed him out a bit cause it was hurting and getting uncomfortable.

Baby stop! I moaned against his lips. "Stop baby!"

He stopped and looked at me. "You okay?"

No it hurts!

Hurt how?

Hurt as in like it doesn't feel good at all, it's my stomach. He pulled out all the way and it was a little bit of blood on the sheets.

Oh naw get dress I'm bouta take you to a hospital or something! He said in a panic.

No, no! Just let me lay here for a second.

Nah baby get up something could be wrong.

It's not, it's probably just my period coming on it's cramps.

Are you sure?

Yes! I'm Sorry. I'll make it up to you I promise baby!

Nah bae don't worry about that. I'm bouta jump in the shower real quick then go get you some Tylenol and tea Ight.

Okay thank you. I rolled over holding my stomach getting under the covers. He went into the bathroom and I felt nauseous. I grabbed my phone lookin at the date.....