Trust Issues | Hwang Hyunjin

Twenty Three ❗️

Kim Haewon

Hyunjin walked into the room, a miserable expression on his face. i stood up and left the room, wanting nothing more than to get away from him. arguments are normal in relationships, but of course, our seventeen year old selves had no idea.

I made my way upstairs to the bedroom and shut the door behind me. I sat down on the floor and sighed. it was a stupid argument, not even worth getting in to. It was his fault, and deep down he knew that. Whether he'd admit it was questionable.

I took my phone out and replied to a few texts, until the door handle twisted, and Hyunjin came into the room. I didn't look up, and he came and sat down next to me, wrapping an arm around my shoulders and burying his head in the crook of my neck. 

He didn't say anything for a few seconds, but I gently put an arm around his waist, and let him sit there for a few minutes, until he finally spoke.

"It was my fault," he murmured into my neck. "I'm sorry." I smiled and moved closer to him.

"Don't do it again," i replied shortly, and he stood up and lay down, pulling me on top of him. 

I sighed and rested my legs on either side of him, my head on his chest. I closed my eyes as he wrapped his arms around my body. 

"I love you, Hyunjin."

"i love you more, my love." 

-

"We should go out," i said, plopping down next to him. he grinned and looked at me.

"Where would the princess like to go?" he winked. i rolled my eyes. 

"Anywhere the prince will take her, of course," i replied. he stood up and picked me up, my legs around his torso, his hands on my ass.

 "to the car we go!" 

He grabbed his keys and carried me all the way to the car, placed me in the passenger seat, then ran round to the other side, and slid into the driver seat.

"So, seriously, where?" he asked. i shrugged.

"i told you, wherever you want to take me," i said. He grinned.

"prepare to be surprised."

He took me to the cinema, by the way.

-

"Babe, are you sure you want to do this?" he asked, hovering over me. I nodded, and he presses his forehead against mine. "you know what to say if you want me to stop?"

"Stop?" i questioned innocently. He grinned and kissed my forehead.

"That'll do," he whispered. He took his time in removing my clothes, making me more impatient and more nervous.

"Aren't you going to take your clothes off too?" i asked, feeling a bit exposed. he nodded.

"just wait," he whispered. "let me make you feel good first." 

Let him make me feel good i did. He fully removed my clothes, then began to kiss my lips, jaw, and my neck. Then he moved down and placed soft kisses on my stomach, the action giving me butterflies inside. I gently played with his hair as he did so. He moved his lips down to my bikini line, then stopped, and looked up at me. 

I didn't say anything, instead i moved my fingers to his collar, and took his t-shirt off. Finally, he let me remove all his clothes. 

I lay back as he ripped the condom open and slid it onto his hard cock. 

"it might hurt," he said.

"i know," i whispered.

"Tell me to stop if you want me to stop." 

"i know."

He gently pushed into me, and i gave a small gasp. It was painful, but it turned into pleasure within seconds. He slowly began to thrust in, earning a moan from me. I threw my head back and he buried his head in the crook of it, placing kisses there as he thrust into me. 

"Hyunjin," I moaned. "I...fuck." I gripped his shoulders tightly. He let out a small groan, and began to move slightly faster. 

Our bodies collided, his thrusts were slow, yet powerful. It was a new experience for me, and it was the best. Losing virginity to the love of your life is bound to be the best.

Our moans echoed off the wall as he thrust into me. I could feel an unfamiliar knot in my stomach. 

"i...i think i'm close, hyunjin," i whispered. 

"go for it, baby," he whispered back, and before i knew it, i was cumming. it only took a few seconds until it was his turn, and he came filling up the condom. He kissed my forehead and pulled out, discarded the condom, and threw it in the bin. He lay down next to me. 

"you okay?" he asked, catching his breath. I nodded. "you want to go again?" 

i turned my head towards him, staring at his eyes, then his lips. Then I nodded.

-

"How do you feel about exploding robots?" Hyunjin asked, sitting down next to me. I looked up and stared at him. 

"What the fuck?" i asked. "that's the most random question i've ever been asked."

"oh right," he said. "let me rephrase. If i was to get a robot that has a high percentage of exploding, would you approve?" 

"wha- no!" i raised an eyebrow. "where are you getting exploding robots from?" he shrugged.

"i'll get one anyway," he murmured, kissing my forehead before pulling his phone out. 

-

"Boo!"

 i jumped as Hyunjin leaned against the wall where i was reading. this was in college, we had just started dating.

"hyunjin!" i smacked him with the book. "why would you..." he cut me off by putting his hand under my chin and tilting it upwards. "idiot." i murmured, before he crushed my lips with his. I instantly responded to the kiss, his hands making their way to my waist.

"bad timing, hyunjin," i whispered. clearly he had forgotten we were in public, where anyone could see. he sighed and pulled away, kissed my forehead, and wrapped an arm around my shoulders. Him being 5'10, me being 5'6, we had a few inches of height difference, so i was pulled into his shoulder.

"ouch!" i said as he basically dragged me along with him.

"stop whining, Kim," he said. "this is just the beginning."

"and what..is that supposed to mean?" i asked. he shrugged.

"i had to do something that sounded cool," he said. 

"you're cool."

"i know, Haewon," he replied. i rolled my eyes.

"never mind," i said. "Taehyun is cooler than you."

He let go.

"How dare you?" he asked. I grinned. "maybe you should date Taehyun instead..."

"shut up," i smacked his shoulder playfully. "you're cooler than Taehyun."

"Good."