It's your Baby (A Nash Grier Fanfic) | COMPLETED

Chapter 05

Nash's P.O.V

To say I was shocked was the biggest understatement of my entire life. How the hell she got pregnant? She can't be. . .I used protection. Wait, did I? I can't remember. This can't stay like this. If she has my baby, I want to know more about it. She can't leave me like this, she just can't. . .

"Nash, what was that all about?" Jack G. asked. I turned around. The guys all with their mouths almost touching the ground.

"Nash?" Cameron rushed towards me. "Are you okay?"

Am I? Of course not. Even the punch in the face I received by her brother seems like nothing compared to how I feel inside. I don't know how to feel, how to act, what to say, what to do. . .I don't know what to do, and I have to do something, anything. . .I need to find her.

Gwen's P.O.V

"Thank you. . .For punching his face" I said.

"Anytime. . .I told you that I would tell him how I felt. But I also felt like punching that fucking bastard, so I did" he said making me laugh.

"I missed your laugh, long time since the last time I heard it" he said honestly.

"I don't know what I'm going to do" I said and briefly covered my face with both of my hands. We stopped at a red light and then Alec tilted his head sideways to look at me.

"I will be there for you, anything you need. . .Just tell me" he said. I nodded and kissed his cheek. When we got home, I grabbed the box of the pregnancy test and threw it to the trash can outside, not wanting to see it anymore. I lied in the couch, resting my head on Alec's legs. He brushed my hair with his fingers, kissing my head once in a while. He started watching Tv, but I was too tired that I closed my eyes.

Hours upon hours passed by, suddenly I heard the click of the door and footsteps approaching us. I opened my eyes and stood up abruptly. It was my mom and dad.

"Hey sweetie, why so jumpy?" said my mom kissing my cheek.

"Hey kiddo" my dad said and messed with my hair. Then he messed Alec's, knowing he doesn't like it. Alec send him a playful glare and then kissed mom's cheek.

"How was your day, anything new?" my mom asked while placing her purse on the counter. I exchanged some looks with Alec and then turned back to our expectant parents.

"Not much" we said at the same time. My parents looked at each other and then laughed.

"Okay, crazy teenagers, we'll start preparing dinner. . .Gwen, do you want to help me?" my mom asked. I nodded and tried to put my best fake smile, she can sense when something is wrong. And today is not the day for her or dad to figure out. God, I can't even look at them without feeling so guilty.

One night. I wanted to let go for one night. To stop being such a nerd and try to understand teenagers these days. I wanted to have fun, to meet boys. . .Not this. Not having to carry a baby at 17. This is literally the worst day of my life, and I can't find the words not even the time, to tell them that their little princess, is pregnant.

When dinner was ready, I was starving. Usually I'm never in the mood for eating. So I grabbed almost everything my mom had cooked and placed it on my plate. My parents looked at me with weird faces, but didn't say anything. And Alec, well. . .He stayed quiet as well.

When I finished eating, I placed my plate in the sink and excused myself. I walked upstairs and into my room.

Today has been so stressful, my legs were about to give up on me. I lied on bed, hiding under my warm and soft covers. This day I've learned how much life can change in a matter of seconds. How from being a normal day, life just changed and I figured out that I'm having a baby, and the worst part is that this baby is from a guy that didn't even bothered to find me. To even know if I was doing okay. . .

I heard a light knock on the door, I looked up and saw my brother standing there, leaning on the doorframe. He waved at me and walked further into the room. I smiled and sat up straight to get a better look of him. He sat at the edge of the bed but did not looked at me first. He was just there, staring at nothing in particular. I didn't speak, his silence was telling me all. Although, growing up, Alec have always been the type of guy you can't hurt that easily. And if you did crossed the line or betrayed him or hurt him in any way, he won't tell you, neither show you how hurt he is. I always admired that from him. You hurt me, and I will be choking on my own tears. Like today for example, when we were in front of Nash. I was supposed to be strong and don't letting him get to me. I failed miserably, and I made a total fool out of myself by crying and showing weakness. Luckily, Alec was there to defend me.

"I know that you're tired, and that today has been so horrible. . .But we really need to talk, G" he said and then looked at me.

"Alec—"

"We need to talk about this, even though I know this is the last thing you want to do. . .But, what are you planning to do?"

"I don't know. . ." I said honestly. I put a strand of hair behind my ear and played with my fingers. I don't know what I will do, that's the truth. I'm too young to be a mom, to have a baby. Is too much responsibility for a 17 year old like me. I can act mature, or even think that I am. But the reality is that still I can't be a mom, I just can't. . .

"Alec, I'm tired. . .I don't have the answer that you want. Please Al. . ." I practically begged. He let go a long sigh and then stood up. He approached me and kissed the top of my head.

"I'm here, you know? Anything that you decide. . .I'm here for you" he said, almost making me cry again, but I tried my best to hold the tears back. We hugged each other tightly and then he turned off my lamp, just like when we were little kids and I used to get scared with horror movies. He would tell me nice stories with happy endings. And when I was still afraid, he would turn off my lamp and sleep next to me, promising me that he would stay until I was asleep.

I smiled at the sweet memory and felt nostalgia. I missed being a kid, life was way easier back then. No responsibilities, no drama, no consequences, the only decisions I had to do was what ice cream flavor I wanted on my cone.

And now I'm actually having a kid. And by a guy who doesn't even care? If you would've told me this a couple months ago I would've laughed in your faces. But this is what happens when I try to loosen up a little. And I can't believe I'm going through this, but is the cruel reality. . .

I can't stop thinking how this is my fault.

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{A/N~ Hellooooo lovely readers! I hope you're liking it so far. I just love writing about this cute blue eyed-boy so much ❤ Comment your thoughts, oooooor click the voting star ⭐️ Bye Bye Loveys, till next time!}