Chapter 54

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Gwen's P.O.V

9 days.

I haven't spoken to that moron for 9 freaking days and I'm still hurting. My heart aches for him—something I thought would have vanish away at this point. I rubbed at my growing bump, still not believing it's been this long since I figured out I was having a baby.

"It's almost time" I thought to myself. The day where I can finally see this baby for the first time. That day will be the one where I will have to give it away. I have this tingling in my stomach. Am I doing the right thing? The more coherent answer is yes, I am just a teenager and having a baby would just complicate things. But I can't help but feel horrible. I feel guilty for stating that this baby was a mistake. No one deserves to think that he/she is a mistake.

"This is the right thing, this is the right thing, this is the right thing" I kept chanting in head.

I lied in bed for I don't know how long. Through the course of these days, I haven't feel good enought to go out. Dani have tried to cheer me up multiple times, trying to make me go out to the mall to either watch a movie or drink a simple cup of coffee. But, I would always deny it. I cried so much I don't think I have any tears left—which frustrates me so much.

Gwen,

You have no idea how sorry I am. I am a fuck up, and I don't expect you to actually keep this, let alone read it. But if by any chance you do, just know that I will not stop fighting. For you, I would  do anything. I didn't lie to you when I said that you were mine.

XX Nash.

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