It's your Baby (A Nash Grier Fanfic) | COMPLETED

Chapter 18

I don't how long have we been in that same position, how long have we been kissing? It felt eternal. . .There comes that stinging again. I had to stop it. . ."Nash, wait, stop" I said between the kisses, but he didn't listened as he just kept kissing me. I moaned into the kiss and felt him smile. I opened my eyes slightly, no, this is wrong. . .

"Nash!" I said and turned my head sideways so he can stop. He knitted his eyebrows together and sat up straight. I did too and then got off the trampoline, I need to get away from him.

"Gwen, wait!" he called after me, I heard his footsteps chasing me, that made me run even faster. Suddenly, I felt his strong arms being wrapped around my waist, making me moveless. He turned me around and soon we were locking gazes.

"I'm sorry. . .It won't happen again, I just—" he trailed off. "I just did it in the moment, it won't happen again"

"Nash, maybe you should leave" I said looking down. He brought my chin up so I can face him again.

"I'm sorry" he apologized and then took a strand of my hair and placed it behind my ear. "I know I shouldn't have done that, but I couldn't help it. Didn't you enjoyed it?" he asked. I didn't answered, I was scared that I would be back to kissing him again. I don't want that, wait. . .Do I? God, no, I don't. . .I can't kiss him.

"I just. . .We can't kiss like that" I said.

"You didn't answered my question" he said and our breaths were mixing. Why does his lips need to look so plump and inviting? He bit his lower lip, while dropping his view from my eyes to my lips. I tried to push him away, but he didn't budge. He knew that if I don't pull back I will most likely go back and to do it again, and that's what he wants. But I won't fall, I just can't do this with him. . .Is so wrong.

"Yes, I enjoyed it. . .But that doesn't matter. You need to go" I said.

"Because you want to kiss me again" he stated as his face started to get closer to mine. But I finally pushed him away, earning some space.

"What?" I asked.

"If you're any near me, you will lose control and kiss me. . .Don't worry, I want you to lose control, I want to kiss you again" he said and tried to take a step towards me, but I raised my hands to stop him from coming any further.

"Look, Nash, I don't know what is going through your head right now. . .But we can't do this, not now, not ever"

"Gwen—"

"Leave, you know it's the best thing right now to do. . ." I said with folded arms.

He let go a heavy sigh. "Fine, I'll leave. But this isn't over. . ." he said and walked towards me, this time I didn't stopped him. He leaned over to my ear and a shiver run through my spine.

"But I'll tell you something. . .I don't regret that kiss" he said and gave me a peck on my lips, my eyes widened. He smirked and then turned on his heels to leave. I just stayed there, motionless, speechless, with every emotion that you could possibly imagine. That's what he did to me. He made me be even more confused. I saw him getting inside his car, but not before glancing at me. He shook his head and then got in. He drove away and disappeared, and yet I was still there.

Why did he kissed me? Why did I enjoyed it? Why do I miss him? What is happening to me?

He makes me feel something different, not the same way when we first met, that feeling was different. I believe it was because of the alcohol in my system, I felt lust and seeked for a passionable night. I don't think the Nash that talked to me in that bar, is the same Nash that kissed me now. We had kissed once, but it wasn't like tonight. Still, I shouldn't have allowed that happening, but it did happened.