It's your Baby (A Nash Grier Fanfic) | COMPLETED

Chapter 19

Nash's P.O.V

I'm stupid, so freaking stupid. But what was I supposed to do, huh? She was so close to me, her lips looked so soft and sweet, and I just wanted to bring those lips and connect them with mine. And when I kissed her, that was it for me. . .I couldn't get enough of her.

And now I blew it. . .But I'm not giving up. It doesn't matter what she says, I promised to protect her and to be there while she's going through this pregnancy. Plus, this is my fault, thanks to my irresponsability, she needs to be suffering this baby topic. If it wasn't for me, right now she would be happy and without any preocupations. And we wouldn't have met. . .

I was driving down the road and into the Hotel I'm staying in. I can't wait till we move to our new appartment here in L.A. Its going to be sick. Once I got there, I parked my car and then walked to the lobby; it was so desolated since its very late. I went to my room and took off my clothes, then lied on my bed. I grabbed my phone and started typing a quick text to her.

"I'm truly sorry for kissing you like that. I know it was wrong, but don't hate me, please don't ignore me. . ."

I glanced at Cameron, who was fast asleep. I smiled and covered myself with my sheets, dreaming with those sweet lips I couldn't get enough of.

• • •

The next morning I woke up by a loud noise. I groaned and put my pillow to my face. What is that obnoxious sound? I put the pillow beside me and stared at Cameron twerking to a new Miley Cyrus song. I sat up straight and rubbed at my eyes.

"Why can't my roomate never be Jack Gilinsky? He always sleeps until noon. But no, I have to be with noisy Cam, who wakes up very early" I said mostly to myself.

Cameron turned to me. "C'mon dude, is a beautiful day!" he exclaimed and then started jumping on my bed.

"You know. . .Some of us want to sleep, Cam" I said and threw a pillow at him. He glared at me, then came to a stop. He sat down next to me as I brush with my fingers at my now messy hair.

"Sorry, I just feel happy. . .Why aren't you?" he asked.

"Is morning, I'm not in my best mood at this time of day" I replied.

"I think something happened last night. . .With Gwen perhaps" he said and stared at me staright in my eyes. I couldn't lie to him, he had something in those eyes that make you tell him the truth.

I let go a heavy sigh, and nodded. "Yes, but—"

"But nothing, Grier, you're not escaping this one. You're going to tell me everything like it or not. . ." he said.

"I kissed her, alright!? I fucking kissed her" I said and got out of bed. I started pacing back and forth cursing under my breath. Cameron looked at me with a shocked expression, opening his mouth and then closing it again.

"I know, I know. . .I shouldn't have done that. You don't have to tell me" I said.

"I'm just, you know. . .Very shocked. I can't believe you actually kissed her" he said and stood up also. I walked towards a corner of the room and picked up a shirt. I sniffed on it to check. Smells clean to me. . .I put some deodorant and then put on that shirt with some sweatpants.

"Really Nash? It was on the floor" Cameron said. I turned my attention towards him and crossed my arms across my chest.

"Look, Cam. . .Its been a very tiring night. And I seriously don't care" I said. He raised his hands up in defeat.