Chapter 44

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I haven't spoken to Alec for weeks. We would bump with each other in the hallway, but non of us would say anything. It was unbeatable to be like this with my brother. I hate it. . .

Lately, I've been hating a lot of things. And the feeling of not knowing what the hell I'm supposed to do is awful. I did the same with Nash; every time he texted me it tried to call me, I would ignore it. Is enough that I'm pregnant. I can't deal with all this.

I'm supposed to be like the other teenagers. Waking up, going to school, hanging with friends, then go to bed, the next day doing everything all over again.

Now, is different, so much different.

I wake up, puke, I have food cravings every time, mood swings, more puke, and constant arguing a with the ones I love.

"Are you okay?" Dani asked as she walked up to me. I've been staring at my locker for at least fifteen minutes. I blinked repeatedly and then looked at her, concern plastered across her face.

"Y-yeah, I'm totally fine!" I said, forcing a smile.

"Are you sure? You look like you want to cry"

Which was true. I've been so emotional lately, and more now after my arguing with my brother. I don't care if it was weeks ago, he's my older brother and having a screaming match with him doesn't lighten my day. I closed my locker door, and pressed my books tight against my chest. I let go a heavy sigh and stared at my worried best friend.

"Dani, everything is fine"

"Lately, is hard to believe that you are actually fine, you know? Alec is so worried about, honestly, so am I"

"Now you're talking about me with your boyfriend" I didn't intended for it to come out the way it did.

"Is just that he was worried of what to do to help you go through this, that's all"

I shook my head, "I-I love that he's trying to support me, I love that he's trying to accomplish his job as an older brother. But as I said to him--which you can totally tell him the next time you both meet up--there is a limit. And interrogating me every single day, is crossing it"

"G, I just--"

"Look, let's just go to class, okay? I am so tired and I have a test of History at third period. Can we just go?"

She nodded, with no more words said. It was hard talking to her during the entire school day. We just exchanged some yes's and no's, that was pretty much it.

I got an A+ in my test by the way, at least something went well during this very dreadful day.

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I walked out to the school's parking lot, Dani told me to wait for her in her car, since she needed to ask something to a teacher. I hummed my favorite song and walked peacefully to her red SUV.

"Gwen?" I heard someone from behind me.

I turned around slowly, and sure enough, Nash was standing there.

"What the hell are you doing here?" I asked.

"I was--I was worried that you weren't picking up. I thought something was wrong"

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