"Push, Gwen. . .You can do it!" Nash said and squeezed my hand tightly. I tilt my head sideways just to see my mom.
"C'mon, honey, you can do it!" she said. I tried to breath but it was so hard.
"You're almost there, push some more!" said the doctor. There was something wrong, I could feel it. I started feeling weak and I forgot how to breath for just one second. But I had to keep pushing, and that's what I did. Nash caressed my hand and parted his mouth in two as he widened his eyes. My mom gasped and covered her mouth with both of her hands. The doctor had an apologetic look on her face.
"I'm so sorry. . .It was born dead" she said while she took the baby out. I shook my head repeatedly. It stained with blood all over the sheet, sweat across my forehead.
"No. . .It can't be possible. No!" I screamed while I cried uncontrollably. Nash kissed the top of my head.
"I'm sorry, baby" he said into my hair.
"No!" I screamed as I stood up abruptly. I started breathing heavily and had sweat across my forehead. I scanned my surroundings and sighed in relief as I realized I was in my room. I looked at my window, it was night already.
"What!? What happened!? Gwen, are you okay!?" Alec asked frantically.
"I'm sorry, I just. . .I just had a nightmare" I said as I rubbed my eyes.
"Do you want to talk about it?" he asked.
I shook my head. "Not really. . ."
"Will you be okay?"
"Maybe" I said. He nodded and was about to leave when I stopped him.
"Alec, wait!" I said which made him stop. "Would you, umm. . .Would you stay here with me, for just a minute?"
"I'll stay with you for as long as you want" he said and lied in bed next to me. He wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed the top of my head.
"Thank you" I mumbled.
"You're my little sister. . .I would do anything for you" he whispered.
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I opened one eye lazily and saw there was sunlight outside. I felt Alec's arm still there. . .I'm so happy and lucky to have him as my older brother. I love him.
"Alec" I whispered his name, but he didn't move. I slowly moved his hands and got out of bed. Alec was with his eyes closed, he grabbed my pillow and hugged it tightly. I smiled at how innocent he looks when he's sleeping. I leaned in to him and kissed the top of his head. I shook him slightly, but he just groaned. I chuckled but wouldn't give up. He've been always a battle when it came to waking up.
"Alec, you have to wake up. . ." I said. He opened one eye lazily and then looked at me. He sat up straight and then brushed his messy hair with his long fingertips.
"Good morning, sis" he said. "Why are you being so annoying this early?"
"Ha-ha, funny. . .We can't sleep all day" I said and crossed my arms across my chest. He chuckled and shook his head.
"But I like sleeping while hugging you, is like being with a teddy bear" he had a pout on his face. And he might be the oldest one, but he looks so adorable when he does that. I shook my head and rolled my eyes playfully.
"How're you feeling?" he asked.
"Fine, I guess. . .I don't feel nauseous, so that's good" I said and undo my now messy ponytail. I ran my fingers through my tangled hair. I grabbed my clothes and then walked inside the bathroom to wash my face so I can wake up a little bit more. I battled with my hair like I always do, and tried to make it look decent. I ended up putting it in a messy bun. I put on sweatshirt and jean shorts, with black converse. I went to my room again and saw Alec still on my bed, with his arms behind his head, staring at the ceiling.
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It's your Baby (A Nash Grier Fanfic) | COMPLETED
FanfictionWhen you're a teenager, you don't know better. You live life carefree and with no need to focus on the responsibilities or consequences. Until reality hits you. . .That's what happens to Vine sensation Nash Grier after a one-night stand with a girl...