I swear I've always tried
To change me
But nothing ever made you
Any less disappointed on me.
My heart is sinking
And so am I
I feel like a crumpled up piece of paper
Under this inexplicable pressure.
I know that I am full of flaws
That never leave a chance to disappoint you.
But do you really know who I really was?
Before you changed everything for me.
Can you please understand me?
For once can you please hear my sobs?
Do you forget that I am a human too
Whose feelings are also true.
I think I blame myself a lot
But I deserve that.
Somewhere, deep down, I know
It is my fault.
I should have tried harder.
I should have made you proud.
I am sorry for being loud.
I am sorry for disappointing you.
I promise I'll try to change myself, again
I'll hide my hideous flaws.
I hope this time you'll be proud of me.
I hope you'll accept me the way I once was.
[P.s. publishing after long, idts it's really that good but anyway, I decided to publish it.]
YOU ARE READING
The Symphony of Silence | a collection of poems |
Poetry❛ I write because I don't know what I think until I read what I say. ❜ expressing my emotions disguised as poems < / 3 i hope you don't relate to the sad ones (i rarely write happy poems)
