Cocktails And Regrets (One-off Series #5)

Regrets 2

NAPASINGHAP ako nang maramdaman kong may lumalamukos sa mga bundok ko, ugh my wet dreams felt real--- wait, hindi naman ako ever nag-iisip ng makamundong mga bagay bakit nananaginip ako ng ganito???

"Ughhhh," umalpas sa bibig ko ang isang mahabang halinghing nung naramdaman ko ang mainit na mga kamay na patuloy na lumalamukos sa hinaharap ko. This isn't a dream anymore. Oh no.

Dahan-dahan akong humarap sa katabi ko at saktong-sakto na dumilat siya and our eyes met.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHH," sabay naming sigaw. Shet na malagkit, nawa'y hindi na ako nagising.

"What the fuck?!" He cursed habang namimilog ang mga mata. Gosh, who is this handsome--- err rapist na nasa harap ko? The heck.

"Who are you?!" I scoffed, natuyo naman ang lalamunan ko nung lumandas ang tingin ko sa katawan niya. He is bare at natatakpan lang yung pang-ibaba niya ng kumot, I even saw a tent formed but I shrugged it off. His body is lean at may 4 packs abs pa, shemay.

Shock was painted all over his face and his mouth was in O-shape. Shit. Ngayon ko lang napagtanto na nakabalandra yung hinaharap ko sa kaniya.

"Y-your boobs---"

"Rapist!" At hinila ko pataas yung kumot na nakatabon rin sa ibaba ko.

"Who are you to accuse me? Gosh, you lured and seduced me last night. I'm just a girl. You were the one who raped me." He said that in a girly tone. I realized just now. Napansin ko ang medyo kalat na tila mascara sa gilid ng mga mata niya at parang nahulas talaga yung make-up niya dahil sa ginawa namin kagabi.

I don't remember every detail happened last night but one thing's for sure. We did sex. Oh no.

No way. Not with Dence, he's not a straight guy. And in a snap, I fainted.

✧⁠*⁠。✧⁠*⁠。✧⁠*⁠。✧

NAGISING ako, silently praying that everything happened was just a dream.

It's not a dream, it's a nightmare.

Napansin ko ang mantsa ng dugo sa bedsheet at halos hindi ako makaupo ng maayos dahil sa sakit ng ibaba ko. That person earlier is nowhere to find dito sa loob ng luxury room, I looked around the place and I guess na andito ako sa isang 5-star hotel.

My head ached realizing every reckless thing I did last night. Uminom ako and lost my sanity and worst was my virginity. Tears escaped from my eyes at halos kapusin ako ng hininga thinking na I gave myself to someone I don't know.

"Moan my name, it's Dencio." He huskily commanded and I followed what he said.

"D-dencio." I moaned louder while gripping the sheet as he pumped faster inside me----

Shit. Si Dence yung nakauna sa akin, earlier he looked different compared to his look last night. Kagabi ay babaeng-babae siya but as we woke up nagmukha siyang lalaki. He's androgynous I guess.

Maybe he's right, I seduced him that's why this happened to us. He'll never take advantage of me, lasing kami pareho. He's gay at ayaw niya sa petchay, parang ako pa yung lumapastangan sa kaniya, I didn't know that I have this side pag malalasing.

Nakita kong may nakahandang pagkain sa table malapit sa hinihigaan ko. I felt my stomach growled kaya agad ko itong nilantakan, still my heart is heavy.

Muli akong nakatulog dahil sa bigat na nararamdaman at ilang oras ang lumipas ay nagising na ako na parang sabog. Medyo okay na rin naman yung pakiramdam ko at keri ko ng tumayo at umuwi.