I am afraid , I need you P2

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A/N : this ll be a little dirty I WARNED YOU GUYS !!xD

Harry's P.O.V

I watched as she slept, hair fanned out across her pillow. I lay on my side, nose against hers, inhaling her warm breath as she curled up peacefully. Our lips occasionally brushed, the glow to her skin in the dim lamplight mesmerizing me.
She was the most beautiful person I'd ever laid my eyes on. I was lucky enough to call her mine, to hold her in my arms, to be in hers. The fact that people I called my friends had the audacity to treat her like she was less than amazing, like she wasn't good enough... it infuriated me.
I tucked her hair behind her ear, softly kissing her parted lips before raising my body so I was leaning on my elbows. I took in her figure, appreciating how gorgeous every part of her was. Every perfect imperfection.
I eased off the mattress, noting it was four a.m. I couldn't sleep, couldn't ignore the raging anger burning in my chest. I needed to let it out, and I know who on.
I was about to put on a shirt when a small whine immediately caught my attention. Y/N skimmed her hand across the sheets, searching for my body. I held my breath as she fisted the duvet, brow furrowing and lips softly pouting. I tried to ignore how weirdly endearing that was, slipping the shirt on as she stilled, trousers going on next, then socks. I didn't bother fixing my hair properly, just throwing it up in a messy bun. After slipping on my boots, I crept to the door.
"Wh... Harry?"
I froze in the doorway, eyes wide. "Y-Yes?"
"Where are you going?"
"I was going to get a glass of water." I blurted stupidly.
She eyed my choice of clothing suspiciously. "In jeans and a t-shirt?"
"Uh, yeah." I bit my lip.
Her eyes trailed lower, brows rising. "And boots?"
"Yes." I said more confidently.
"It's four in the morning."
"I... I know."
"Don't lie to me." She scowled. "Where were you going?"
"I can't tell you."
"Why not?"
"Because you'll get pissed."
She frowned, deliberating. Then her eyes got huge. "You were gonna fight them!"
"Fine!" I burst, throwing my arms up. "I was!"
"I thought you said you wouldn't!"
"I changed my mind, okay? I want to kill them, literally. I want to snap their fucking necks; you have no idea how angry I was" I sighed, Y/N looked at me chewing on her bottom lip. She sat up slowly, opening her arms wide. "Come here."
I complied, pulling off my boots and hurrying into her arms. She wrapped them around my neck, hands untying my hair. My curls fell around my face and she gazed up at me, giving me the look of adoration that always took my breath away.
Her hands lowered, lifting my shirt over my head. I allowed her to discard the piece of clothing, too lost in the way her eyes glimmered in the soft light to do much else. Next, she unbuttoned my jeans, easing the tight material down my legs. I stepped out of them, kicking them away.
"Don't go after them, stay with me. You make me feel safe." She whispered ,
I let out a breath, gently pushing her back, her arms around my neck causing me to fall with her as her head hit my pillow. "I love you. I want to protect you. I feel... I feel like I failed you, honestly."
"You didn't fail me." Her voice hushed in my ear, lips against the delicate skin. "You weren't to know. I was stupid for not telling you... before."
"You're not stupid." I breathed as I easily unbuttoned the shirt obscuring her beautiful body from my view.
"I love you." She said.
I blushed, hands resting on her bare ribcage. "Why do you love me?"
She pulled back, only slightly, so that our noses touched but our lips didn't. "I love you because you try wake up earlier than me on your days off, even when you're exhausted, to make me breakfast in bed. I love you because you strive to protect me, always, even when you're across the world. I love you because you make me feel beautiful, like no one as before. I love you because of how you kiss me softly. I love you because you send me flowers when I'm upset, even when you're thousands of miles away. I love you because you put your all into our relationship. I love you because you make the most stupid meals to stay healthy. I love you because you can't season chicken to save your life, you can't handle a bit of chilli. I love you because of how beautiful you are, inside and out. I love your personality, your quirks. I love your smile; it can literally light up any room. I love how your eyes crinkle on the sides when you laugh really loudly. I love your body," She hummed against my skin. "I love your soft skin, your cute bum, your ridiculously long hair," she tugged at my curls affectionately. "I love your voice, when you sing me to sleep, when you talk, when you whisper. I love your eyes, the beautiful green that glows when you look at me. I love when I compliment you and you blush, your cheekbones are gorgeous. I love your chest, your stomach, how it's toned, but soft. I love your legs, especially when you hold me in your lap. I love your tattoos, because you pretend half of them have meaning when they don't. They look beautiful against your skin. I could go on all night about why I love you and what I love about you, because honestly... there's nothing to dislike about you, Harry. You're everything to me."
My chest was tight as I hovered over her, gripping her sides. The love was so evident in her eyes, her words so sincere.
"I love you so much." I cried, head falling into the crook of her neck. I felt my eyes water and cursed myself for getting so emotional.
Y/N laughed gently, running her fingers through my hair. "Are you crying?"
"No." I sniffled, burrowing deeper into her neck, basically mushing my face into her skin.
"Sure," she teased.
"You gave my butterflies. More than usual, which is really something." I said against her ear, breathing uneven. "Thank you."
"No need to thank me, I was just thinking out loud."
There was a moment of silence, before I spoke. "Please don't start singing."
"I won't." Y/N let out this adorable giggle and pushed at my chest so our faces were centimetres apart. I leaned in to kiss her, parting her lips with my tongue, tasting her...
"My beautiful girl," I exhaled between slow,
"Haz , Dont tease me !"
"Then I ll show you how much I love you" I answered and i showed her how much I love her .

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