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But Daddy I love him

Time past by so quickly, in a matter of days i was on my way back to the capitol. I was on my way back home with Coriolanus. I had spent the last 6 days thinking about how I was gonna tell him and every time I tried to come up with a plan my thoughts would take over my body and I kept thinking of his worst possible reactions. I had talked about this to Barb Azure. I had planned out this conversation more times than I could count and I ended up with a pretty good plan. I was landing on the capitol at night, I would probably arrive very tired and I didnt want to have that conversation while being on those conditions. The next day would be a Sunday, we had decided to eat lunch and rot in bed for the rest of the day to help me gain back my energy after a long trip. I had decided that would be the best time for me to bring the conversation up, we were gonna be cuddling on the bed and he would be more relaxed when i told him what was going on. 

As I got off the train, I saw those white-blonde curls. It was him. I instantly felt a drop on my stomach and tried my best to hide the nervousness i was expiriencing. 

"Are you okay?" he asked worringly. I could see the look on his eye, he knew somehting was up and I hadn't even said hello to him. 

"I just missed you so much!" I said trying my best to hide the feelings i was expiriencing. He grabbed me by my hips and pulled me closer to him, he then placed a hand on my chin and let the other one grab my lower back. "I love you, Lucy Gray", he said and closed the gap between our lips. it was a short but deep and loving kiss, I always loved the way a simple kiss with Coriolanus could make all the weight I was carrying dissapear. His lips cured the parts of me that felt broken. "I love you too." I said when our lips separated. 

As our car drove into our driveway, I remembered what was gonna happen tomorrow. We got out of the car and walked into our house, as I entered the door I started to imagine what our life was gonna look like in a couple of months. A baby crawling through the living room while I made some dinner and Coryo finished his work. Since I was a kid, I always had the feeling that my first child would be a girl and now that I am preagnant I felt it stronger than ever. 

"Lucy Gray?" A voice pulled me out of my thoughts. "Yes babe?" I replied. "Are you sure you're okay? I've seen you zone out the whole way home and now its happenign again. It's something wrong? Did something happen in twelve? I mean it's okay if you're not ready to tell me if something happened, but, are you sure you're okay? I just want to make sure everything is perfect, we haven't been together in a month and I missed you a lot. I thought you would be happy being back home with me but are you feeling well? Did I do something I wasn't supposed to?" Coryo was anxious, he could tell something was wrong with me and I couldn't keep him waiting. My plan was to tell him tomorrow, cudduling in bed, but he needed to know now. 

"We need to talk." I breathed out. I grabbed his hand and led him to the nearest sofa so at least if he passed out or somehing like that he wouldn't get hurt. "Did I do something wrong?" Coriolanus said with an evergreeen tone. "You did nothing wrong Coryo. You are the most perfect boyfriend a girl could ask for, but our lifes are about to have a really big change. Something did happen while I was in twelve. If we keep calm and plan out for our future since this moment, nothing bad will happen." I said as calm as I could to try to settle him into a much more relaxed state. We sat down on the sofa and he held my hand as he tried soothing me. I smiled and looked at him like he was the only other existing person on the planet. I finally felt like I was safe again, as if nothing was going on, it really was jut us. "Lu, please tell me whats going on". His voice was calm again, I could sense he was trusting and relaxed again. I looked at him again and gave him a small peck on the lips. "I'm sorry, I really didn't want to worry you with this but this is a decition we have to make together. Our lifes are really gonna change." 

He hugged me and started whispering sweet nothings into my ears. He would never leave me, I don't know why I ever doubdet him. Coriolanus had proven himself to have actually changed and he had been able to show me how he never stopped loving me, and with loving me, also came loving the newest member of our little family. "I'm pregnant Coryo." It burted out as if nothing would happen, but in reality, my mind was shaking again. I looked into his eyes wondering what he was thinking. I did my best attempt at reading his thoughts but he was really hiding them. Suddenly, he hugged me again. He started peppering kisses into my hair while soothing me with his words. He sounded calm and lonving. "I love you so much Lu. We will get through this together. Whaterver happens next is your choice, and I want you to know that I will support you with everything that you decide to do." He had never sounded so full of love. It felt like everything was gonna be okay, like this was the path our lifes were suppossed to take. "I love you so much," I answered after cuddling for a while.

 "When did you find out?"  Coryo asked while tracing circles on my right hand. "Not so long ago, last week I think, there were so many things happening I kind of like forgot when it actually happened." I looked ay him and got closer to him to be able to close the gap between us. "Are you mad?" I had the feeling he wasn't angry about this, but I still wanted to make sure the desition I was about to make was the right one. "Lu, I'm not mad. of course this wasn't my original plan for our relationship, but everything happens for a reason. I love you so much and I know we are young but if this is the future the stars planned for us, then I want you to know that I'm never leaving your side." He looked at me and then, lowered his gaze to my stomach placing his hand on my woumb. "I'm not leaving either of you." He then grabbed my chin and kissed me sweetly and  passionately.