cursed // blessed

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cursed // blessed:

if it's a curse to care,

and a blessing not to,

my life is a trick.


whoever is in control is toying with me.

im a lab rat.

an experiment.


lets see what happens when im cursed and blessed all at once.

lets see if i break.


so ill try desperately to feel,

and desperately not to.


watch as it cancels out and i collapse.

dissolve.

disappear.


it seems they cancel out into nothing.

numbness.

or maybe im finally broken.

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