𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟐𝟏

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Leah Parker

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Leah Parker

I press myself against the other side of the door, ensuring they won't be able to see a single glimpse of me. I breathe slower, straining my ears so I can eavesdrop longer on Eva and the unknown woman.

The woman mumbles something unintelligible and follows it with a chuckle and Eva replies, "I know. He was a dumb little cunt before. Used to be so naive, so easy."

She sighs, continuing. "Now he's getting away with other shit that he should be in jail for. I fucking made him. Nathan wouldn't be where he is right now if it wasn't for fucking me. Where the fuck do you think he learnt how to do this stuff?"

Other shit he should be in jail for.

He's already stolen a million dollars.

That could be the equivalent of embezzlement, fraud, or arson.

Or in worst cases, he could have committed murder.

And I guess this is the worst case because I have a sickly feeling that he has murdered someone.

"Surprised Missy Leah hasn't shoved him in jail. She's just whoring herself out for him until he fucks her and then she'll cry when he leaves." Eva scoffs, disgust dripping off her words.

My fists clench and I almost stomp into the room and bury my fist in her fucking face.

I don't even know this girl and she's saying that I'm whoring myself out for somebody I hate?

Even if I did like Nathan (which I would never), even if I did love him with every molecule of my body, I would never 'whore myself out for him'.

I would never wait for him to fuck me and then cry about it when he leaves.

But I would cry if he left.

I would cry, beg, and scream for him to not leave.

Ever since Christian, I haven't been in a relationship.

I love myself and I can validate myself but I secretly crave other people's love, validation, and affection.

I've always wanted somebody to actually love me and need me.

Not just be attracted to me or use me for my body.

I can be needy.

I mean, tell me how good it feels to be needed.

That's what would happen if I loved Nathan and he left me.

Being blackmailed with embarrassing shit is horrible... Imagine if somebody blackmailed me with Christian.

I would want help and this is the only reason I have the urge to help him.

Despite what he's done to others, despite what he's done to me, and how much he hates me.

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