When I talk to my friends I talk
about youHayun felt like she was still in shock as she was sat on the floor of the Everlast practice room, Jisung stood with concern evident on his face.
He crouched down in front of her, tilting his head for a better view of her face.
"Are you okay?"Hayun sighed, leaning her head in her hands.
"Why is everything going wrong?" She muttered, feeling so frustrated. "I just want to get away from all of this. I just want to think about something else that isn't this..""Okay...let's go."
"What?"
"Let's go back home, we can I don't know...why don't you we play Mario or maybe you can help me build those houses in the sims, I still don't understand how you did it last time.""You haven't finished the house yet?"
"No...it's too hard." He frowned slightly and she couldn't help but laugh.
"Okay, let's go then."Jisung got up to his feet and Hayun held out her outstretched hand to him to help her, which he took and pulled her up off the ground.
"What about Jiho and Sehun..." she said once they were out in the hallway. They could hear the shouting inside the practice room and it was clear by her face she was torn on staying or leaving.
"They'll be okay...plus my members are there too. You seem stressed out about all of this."
"I am." She sighed. "I just wanted to become an idol, I don't know where it went so complicated." She says, following him."The whole idol thing is complicated as it is." He chuckled, leading the way down to the lobby.
Hayun had never really noticed it due to having her eyes on Jisung all the time, but many others also had their eyes on him.
She noticed some girls giggling to each other, staring at him.
How did I never notice?
Why are they looking at him like that?
Can they stopHayun felt a wave of jealousy, imagining if one of them started to flirt with him or maybe start dating him.
The thought of it made her feel agitated, she didn't want that to happen but that was so selfish of her.
He's not my boyfriend I can't think like that
"Do you really think love is cringey?" She asked and he hummed confusedly.
"You told me you thought it was like cringey.""Oh, yeah I did say that." He remembered. "It's just seeing everyone around me in relationships is weird. You should see the way they are. It's just weird."
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Backstage love ♮ Park Jisung
Fanfiction♮Idol au ♮"I don't think I can do it." "Of course you can, I believe in you. Don't worry, okay? I'll be right here backstage for you." Book 3 in the Dreaming series Book cover: @ chaaxou on instagram