Anthology Of Love(Poetry Collection)

Untitled: Part 70

I try to find something meaningful,

In this menacing truth.

A beautiful tragic which took place,

In my lifeline so mysterious.

I won't remind myself of your existence,

You are long gone from my life.

You killed my love and admiration for you,

I won't reignite those feelings once again.

All the good moments we shared so true,

Only turned out to be bittersweet.

I don't want to get glimpses of these,

I didn't hurt but got healed from scars.

All the flowers lost their life,

The sky lost its colour.

I lost my best friend,

You still think it's ordinary?

If you are going to think of me as friend,

Then I don't want to be in your life.

You may think I am cold hearted,

Well my heart was always frozen in place.

You were just a temporary phase,

That didn't tend to last long.

It could have been permanent,

If you didn't pour out the poison.

We were best friends from the start,

You clearly misunderstood me.

If you really knew me and my heart,

You would understand what I meant.

Since day one I mentioned,

I don't want anything more than friendship.

But you didn't try to fight your demons,

Made up your own ideas and pushed me away.

Maybe you will call your future wife "my qalbi,"

Fulfill the sweet dreams you promised me.

I just hate to even realize you gave me hopes,

But no worries I have myself to love and care for.

Looking back I really wish we never crossed paths,

You are a good person in nature.

But I want to erase all your memories,

It has to be done sooner or later.

My close friend said I deserve someone better than you,

I really do believe I deserve someone better.

Who won't break my heart unlike you,

And stay with me forevermore and keep promises.

I am not your heart anymore,

So what am I bothering now.

You think it was okay to hurt my emotions,

My heart won't beat for you any longer.

Things could have been different,

But I am glad this is how it is.

Take care of yourself and inner mind,

Of course you don't want to make the same mistake.

With your future partner so special,

Now this chapter's shut and over.

Not to be opened again,

I am happy with the outcome.

You remember right, how I told  you to not leave me?

Well now the tables have turned and I am the one.

Who gave up and left in silence because I knew,

You wouldn't clear your thoughts and apologize.

When I started writing this poem,

I thought it would be long and run out of pages.

But now I realized that sometimes,

Things are better off as short and undescribed.