Not So Broken (West Coast College Book 3)

Chapter 27

‼️this chapter does have sexually explicit content so if you are uncomfortable with that, please consider skipping‼️

Cameron

She was right there, so close to coming over the edge before it just suddenly stopped.

The shake of her legs, the sweet little whimpers that flew out of her mouth. It just stopped and she looks absolutely defeated.

She tries to pull away from me but I'm not having any of that. I can't stand to have her look so embarrassed and on the verge of crying and unfortunately, not the good tears.

"I have an idea." I tell her, kissing her pouty lips before pulling away. "We could try a vibrator?"

Her eyes fly open, slightly red around the corners. "A vibrator?" She squeaks, a wrinkle forming between her brows.

"I recall an extremely tipsy Ava once telling me she couldn't wait to get home to her new toy." My hands run up and down her legs. "Is that something you'd want to try or do you want to stop? It's fully up to you, Sunshine."

"I-I think I want to try. I trust you." She says with a small smile and I think my heart does a little flip.

She informs me where she hides the toy in her bedside table so I go and retrieve it.

By the time I get back, she's shivering on top of the covers, mostly because of the window that was left open last night. I close that as well.

There's a beat between us where we just stare at one another before a smile ticks up on her mouth, almost like an invitation.

She trusts you, she trusts you, she trusts you.

Something pulls inside my chest like earlier but I don't pay it any attention, making my way over to Ava before settling against the headboard, patting the space between my legs.

She blinks. "You want me to sit there?"

I huff out a laugh. "Come here, Ava."

She shivers but does as I say, sighing in relief when she backs up into my chest and my arms wrap around her stomach. I pull the comforter back, covering us since her skin is ice cold.

"What do you say if it becomes too much?" I murmur against her neck.

Ava sighs, leaning her head against my shoulder. I love how fucking relaxed she is around me. "I say stop, and we stop immediately."

I hum, reaching for the toy I placed on my bedside table, glancing at the settings for a moment before I slip my hand under the covers, playing with her waistband once again.

A grin breaks out when she starts to squirm but I hide it in her hair.

"I want you to listen to the sound of my voice, okay? Only my voice. Don't let yourself get inside that pretty little head of yours."

I wish I understood ADHD better so I knew what more I could do because I'm ninety nine percent sure it's her head running in overdrive, distracting her. She just nods, going lax against me.

"What do you feel right now?" My one hand glides over her silky skin, feeling the way her abs contract and squirm under my touch.

"You. Your hands." She whimpers, her eyes fluttering shut.

I smile, swallowing when her smaller hand slips into mine, grasping it softly like a tether. "How 'bout now?"

"Your lips on my co-collarbone. I love when you kiss me there."