𝗜'𝗹𝗹 𝘄𝗮𝗶𝘁 || 𝗝𝗝 𝗠𝗮𝘆𝗯𝗮𝗻𝗸 ³

𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗳𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘁𝘆

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐲
"𝐃𝐨𝐧,𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞,"

As the warm and soothing breeze blew around the dark and peaceful North Carolina, sensing the enormous vessel dipped around, now taking us back to the Outer Banks, which provoked me to gently hold on to the long and cold railings beside the edge.

My soft eyes stared out into the large bodies of water surrounding me, allowing my body to loosen and feel unrestrained, while uneasy feelings had crashed down on my exhausted body in the past numerous hours.

Sending me deeply overwhelmed with myself, and bothered with anything and everything that came my way. Feeling my body bubble up with those sentiments.

Regardless, I attempted to keep it to a minimum, not wanting to snap at any human being who was being obedient towards everyone. Trying to keep myself from sounding and looking like a stupid brat to everyone on the boat who could listen and watch.

The large vessel was less crowded than before. Most people were stuffed inside in a few restaurants or small tourist and food shops that I recently walked into. Sweetly purchase my friends little snacks they enjoy, to give them a break from everything, indulge in something, and feel at peace while the hunger builds inside us with every growing moment.

However, I couldn't stand being around anyone during this time, as midnight rolled in and we got closer to the Outer Banks. I didn't know the exact emotion that was compressing on the inside, it was all too much to handle and figure out. To take my mind off of it, thinking about anything and everything that wasn't about the large cross, my feelings, or JJ.

So with the assistance of random people watching around the large vessel, quietly reacting to people's conversation, and using my phone to a minimum. Texting my mother updates she replied with delicate words, and a gentle tone which was what she promised would happen if I ever came back home.

Nonetheless, I didn't give my father a second chance and texted him. I didn't want to face him, I didn't want to even think about him.

Today was a rough and interesting day from arguing with my parents, my father disrespecting JJ, to forcing Topper to commit a crime with us, resulting in a large train to forcefully stop with smart science I didn't even know I had in my mind.

Then, finding out one of the boys I trusted the most stole something that belonged to my father, which he showed no disinterestedness in. He didn't care and he didn't mind that I was hurt by it and betrayed.

I jumped off of JJ's motorbike and landed on top of Topper's truck before JJ got himself in a tough and dangerous accident, which brought me to dashing and emotional tears.

Falling on the concrete possibly scraping my knees, being buried in my friend's arms, merely to find him walking towards us entirely alive. Later on, we sped down the lengthy road, after recovering the cross, making the large wooden covered cross soar out of the truck, cracking open and giving us a glimpse of nothing tires.