Chapter 10

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"I keep rereading our old messages, hoping to find solace, but all I find is pain."

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Hey Kieran,

I hope you're doing okay. Though I'm not.

I've been feeling really lost and broken, especially with how things have been between us. It hurts that you've been ignoring me, and it's been even harder seeing you with someone else. I thought we had something special, but it feels like I was wrong.

What's been even harder is seeing how my friend seems to know things about you that I don't. It's like she's closer to you than I am, and it's tearing me apart.

I've been trying to make sense of everything, and I keep coming back to those unsent emails I wrote to you. I remember pouring my heart out in each one, hoping that maybe one day I'd have the courage to send them.

But now, with everything that's happened, I've decided to read them again. Maybe it's a way for me to find closure, to understand why I felt the way I did and why things turned out the way they did.

I know it might seem silly, reading old e-mails that were never meant to be sent, but I need to do this for myself. I need to make sense of my feelings and find a way to heal from this heartache.

I hope you understand, Kieran. I hope you can see that I'm just trying to find my way back to myself, even if it means revisiting the pain of the past.

Take care,

Sent : 16.09.2022
          6:17 p.m.

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