Minchan: Fighting The Storms With You

09

I had stopped going to the rooftop, as it made me think of Minho and the guilt and the doubt always bothered me at his thoughts. So I decided to be a coward and run away from his thoughts.

That day I was doing my homework that I didn't do at home. Suddenly Han shook me.

"Minho is at the rooftop. He just texted me." Han said smiling like the happiest person in the whole world.

I, on the other hand, didn't know how to react.

"He wants to see me. I will go now. Bye bye."

Han then left the class skipping.

My legs unconsciously followed him.

Han entered the rooftop and went running to hug Minho. And I just quietly settled behind the door. At that moment, I didn't know why I was hiding or why I was even trying to listen to them. I just did it.

I saw Minho pushing Han away from him. Han was flustered just like Minho from that day.

"I told you to stop calling me. I told you to act like you don't know me." Minho said.

"What?...no...no, I can't leave you, Minho."

"I don't want your pity, you should know that, Han Jisung."

"You...you...never ...call me that. What's wrong, minho-yah? We can fix it if anything is wrong."

Han tried to hold Minho's hand.

"I know that you have feelings for me."

Han froze. Minho continued.

"But I don't think I can love anyone.... So I can't return your feelings. So please... let's stop here."

"You...you don't n...need to...I...I just want to stay by your side... that's it." Han said stammering.

"It's disgusting." Minho said. "Please keep your distance from me. Because your actions are disgusting to me... at this moment. All your actions just screams that you just want to fuck me actually. And ...."

Minho couldn't finish his sentence as Han had slapped him.

"And I doubt I can have sex anyway...you know... I have a weak heart?" Minho laughed loudly.

"What they say is true after all. You are as disgusting as it gets." Han said before running away from the rooftop. He would have seen me if he wasn't a crying mess.

~beep beep beep~

I looked back into the rooftop.

There was Minho sitting on the floor, clutching his chest, and crying loudly as if he had lost something very important to him.

'I caused it.'
'I made him this miserable.'

I wanted to walk into the rooftop and hug him and tell him that I will fix everything. But I couldn't. My legs didn't move. I couldn't face him. I was not strong enough to face him.

I stood there hiding. And Minho kept crying.

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Minho hadn't stopped crying but I couldn't take it anymore. So I started to walk back to the class.

At the end of the staircase, I found Kim Seungmin.

He smiled at me. That was the first time I saw him smile.

"Good job! You did what I have been trying to do for a long time!" He said smiling at me as I got closer.

"What?" I nearly whispered as voice won't come out.

"Minho is now all alone... thanks to you!" He said while smiling. The smile never left his face actually.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"Poor miserable Minho." Now he was laughing like a psycho shaking his head.

Before I could say anything else, he left.

My whole world was spinning.

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My exams are going on...so the next update will be pretty late.
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So please wait for me.