Taraji
I laid in Fantasia's bed with her tangled around me. I haven't slept the entire night besides a very short hour. After she revealed something to me that I hadn't expected, I had no idea how to react.
"I could've waited for someone so much better. I could've waited for you."
I'm confused about the future of what we are now. Did I take her away from Colton or something? If he were to come back and she chose me over him, would that be on me? Initially when I got close with Fantasia, I really just wanted to be there as her companion. She didn't like talking much but she didn't warm up to people easily, so I wanted to get to know her. But I never in a million years intended to cause her these feelings.
I could brush it off and say she's just emotional and needs someone to love on her, but it didn't feel like that's all she feels for me. Last night when I started her shower for her, I felt our entire dynamic shift.
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"I've got the shower going for you already Tasia, come here." I went back into the room to get her off of the bed and into the bathroom. She lifted up slowly and used my arms to get herself up. I walked her to the bathroom. She stood in front of the counter and looked at the shower in confusion. "What's wrong?" I asked quietly.
"Nothing. Thank you Taraji." She looked back in my eyes. She hugged me again and didn't seem like she wanted to let me go.
"We can do this in bed Tasia," I chuckled at her unwillingness to leave my arms. She picked her head up from my shoulder and looked at me. She leaned into my neck and kissed me once before finally letting go.
The bathroom was getting even hotter even though the shower was barely reaching hot. I quickly went back into the room and straightened it up for Fantasia to relax in a more comfortable environment. The environment right now is a depiction of the past few days we've had.
I got under the covers and waited for her to come back in. When she did, she had on a large white shirt. She saw that I was holding out my arm for her to come rest beside me and she looked grateful.
"I still want to try and find him. But if we do get him back, he's getting the hell out, all the way out of everything we've ever had together." Fantasia said. She laid on me with her face directly touching mine.
"What if you find out that those pictures were fake. We don't know if they are or not, but what if Colton turned out to be a genuine man."
"Nothing is genuine about a man who leaves his woman on a trip she invited him on. I don't care if he feels like he did it to protect me, why the hell would he leave like that?"
A silence fell over us again and I could feel and hear every breath she took. I grabbed her body and fit her into a position that she loved for us to be in. I pulled her into a complete hug with our legs mingling together. She seemed content with it after a while and fell asleep. My night, however, was not at all the same.
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30 Days and Counting
FanfictionA modeling agency takes their top models on a once in a lifetime trip to Ibiza. Fantasia and Taraji are at the top of their category and are the center of attention for the trip. Life seems perfect in paradise until Fantasia's VIP boyfriend goes mis...