Lucky girl syndrome | Moka & Illit

3.1 :: Deal

- Moka
Home (Her room)

   Yesterday, I had that "fight" with my mom. I even skipped school today, I don't want to leave my room. I don't wanna see the face of that monster again.

I didn't eat nor drink something all this time. I spent all day, since yesterday afternoon in my bed, crying. I even got some calls and messages from Wonhee, but I feel weak... And also I don't wanna talk with anyone right now... Except myself.

My life has became better and then this? Why...

I heard yesterday, the monster also knowed as my mom, talking with Yoon. They were discussing, about me. I feel guilty even just for existing...

And there's me, still there, still overthinking. Until...

"Moka, i'm sorry... Can we talk?" My mom asks me, right now, entering the room. I refuse to look at her or even reply. "Moka... I know... but... Can we make a deal?" Mom says. I turn my head to face her, she was staring at me, standing near the door, in my room, while I was in my bed, holding my legs and resting my head in them.

"What kind of deal?" I ask coldly, emotionless. "If you forgive me I will let you go at that audition and... Accept you for having this syndrome... I'm sorry again..." My mom says.

I don't trust her anymore, but she seems sincere. "Okay I forgive you... Now I can stay alone, please?" I ask. My mom smiles at me and leaves me alone.

Of course my forgiveness isn't sincere. I just said shit. I will never forgive her. But deep down I feel a bit better, I bring my phone and finally reply at Wonhee, also because she must be home by now.

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원니🩷 (Wonnie)
Last online: 2 minutes ago

(6 unread messages, 2 missed calls)

8:10 AM, 19th May 2023

원니🩷
Mokaaa-yah! Where are you? (sent at 8:10 AM)
원니🩷
I'm searching you at school from this morning, where are you!! (sent at 8:11 AM)
원니🩷
Missed call at 8:11 AM
Missed call at 8:12 AM

2:30 PM, 19th May 2023

원니🩷
Sakai Moka!! Reply to me :(( (sent at 2:30 PM)
원니🩷
You could have told me that you skipped school! (sent at 2:31 PM)
원니🩷
Come on!! Reply please... I'm worried for you (sent at 2:31 PM)
원니🩷
Or just... At least see the messages! Please don't ignore me... :( (sent at 2:32 PM)

4 PM, 19th May 2023

Moka-yah
Sorry Wonhee for not replying!! I had a bad day since I went home yesterday... I told my mom about it... And yeah you can imagine the rest. (sent at 4 PM)

원니🩷
Oh noo!! Sorry for acting like that, Moka... I forgot that THAT could have been happened.
원니🩷
Are you ok now?? Have you slept?? You ate alredy??

Moka-yah
Awh, don't worry about me, Wonnie. I haven't slept so much and I haven't ate since yesterday but trust me i'm okay! :)

원니🩷
I hope you will feel better soon, Moka unnie.
I wish I could hug you right now

Moka-yah
Aww<3
You alredy made me feel better :)

원니🩷
I'm glad! I wish you the best <3