BENJI One-shots

love after trauma

TW:  Self harm, Abuse

Notes: horribly written, honestly I'm only gonna publish it incase someone wants to ask for a rewrite where I do summat like this but actually try to write it well.

"Kenji? Kenji ! Dude snap out of it we need to get to the docks!" Darius shout at him as he stood there, frozen in shock.
"I-I...okay yeh underground....let's go." Kenji said reluctantly, trying not to cry infront of them.

They ran through the corridors but were met by dead end after dead end. "Kenji I thought you said you knew this place!", "yeh come on dude hurry up!"

"Oh just fucking shut up okay! Maybe I don't know how to get us out of here, maybe if I'd have just done it then we you wouldn't be here and Ben wouldn't be....he wouldn't be lost." Kenji lashed out as tears fell down his face and he sank to his knees,his back turned on everyone else. "Kenji..." Sammy said sadly like she was about to reach out and hug him but he kept speaking, "Just go without me.".

"But Kenji your Dad he'll want to see you." Darius said.
Sammy reached out to place her hand on Kenji's shoulder but backed away when he flinched. "Kenji...?" Sammy said, aware of what it could mean.

"I can't go back, I'm not wanted there and I don't want to go back to that house.....please."

"Kenji you can stay with one of us when we get back, just come on because we aren't leaving without you. We have to stick together." - Darius

"Okay I'm sorry I-"

"Oh don't you dare be sorry Kenji." - Sammy

"Right we need to hurry but we can make it if we run.... hopefully." - Yas

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"We're too late, they've all gone." -Darius

"Oh God if I'd just, Just-" -Kenji

"Well we can't waste time standing around here in the open or blaming ourselves so let's go find a place to stay for a bit." - Yas

They found the old camp and started building. Meanwhile Ben was fighting Bumpy.

The new base was built and Ben was defeating Toro. Ben was climbing when he saw a fire.... a campfire from not too far away, right where the old camp was.

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"Guys! Guys oh my God what happened?" Ben yelled.

"Ben! Oh my God you're alive!" - Darius
"Dudeeee this is amazing!" - Brooklynn
"Ben! We missed you!" - Sammy
"How, what? Ben!" - Yas

"Why are you still here? I thought you got off the island." Ben asked.

"We didn't make it. But now we're all okay so we just have to wait!" - Darius

"Wait Where's Kenji ?!" -Ben

Ben spotted him at the back of the group and walked towards him.

"I'm so sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to lose you, or Bumpy, I should've just gone while I had the chance" Kenji was rambling and panicking, tears streaming down his face again but there was no point in hiding anymore.

"Kenj no! Look at me!" Ben shouted, grabbing Kenji's shoulder with one hand and his face with the other, " Now listen to me, you are amazing and handsome and caring and there is never a need to end it! I love you Kenj so please don't think that you're worthless, I know you are worth more than anything, anyone else!".

"I'm sorr-" -Kenji

"Don't you dare apologise" said Ben as he hugged Kenji tightly.

"Sorry." - Kenji said, smiling as Ben chuckled lightly.

"Are you guys dating? Like it's cool if you are just it's hard to tell with you two." -Brooklynn asked

"Yeah we are, have been since before Camp, secretly of course because some people won't approve, we met through school." -Ben replied

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Well I'm sorry if you actually want more of this crap because I don't know what to write to continue this. Sorry this is an awful one-shot but oh well there are better ones to come (hopefully).